xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Jakarta Trip Nominate~

2010-10-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hey People!!

Hehe,

Totally dam happy.. I have been selected to get to go to Jakarta Trip.. which is Learning Journey about tourism and so on... Thanks to the teacher who selected me

the 1 Thing I worried about is the VACCINE SHOT!

DAMN! Gonna be painful cuz of the needle... Oh my god,

~Ahem~

2010-07-24T21:56:00.000+08:00

Totally, Dam bored during this weekend.
Totally, online facebook morning-now today.
Totally, played games while my facebook was minimized.

~School Reopen - First Day~

2010-06-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

LAWLS!

School reopen liao!

First thing in the morning, we're all kena scolded by "DM"

Dam knn.. have to stand infront of the whole school..

Soon update next time perhaps :D

~Backy~

2010-04-25T16:21:00.001+08:00

Well,

Carnival Day
Examination

The most things that I worried about is my Science..

~Microphone II~

2010-04-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

I cant believe that my whole workshop student's failed their test.

Sure I kena scolded again by my seniors & teachers.

They may misunderstood that i teach them wrong thing's?

Well no need cared bout the workshop anyway.

Exam around the corner... And i panicking about my Science & Malay!

Wooooooooooooo dam faggot :'(

Anyway tomorrow sport's day.

31 Legged Race Ouch!

After sport's day.. went home straight than went outings with my mum to bugis street!

Well during the evening... Mdm Nurul chat me at msn :P

She say that today remedial cancel than I happily play facebook :D

Than I laught than we chat bout the sport day tomorrow! Yeah shés gonna support my class for the legged race!

I wish we have her to become our form teacher next year ;) Even though she cared about my class so much plus my malay =X

~Peace & Heaven~

2010-04-13T20:01:00.002+08:00

Yeah!

Had Fun today especially the old folks home =P

Chat with the grandma!

Her English dam fantastic! Straight A's

She told me that she's interested about literature! Woooooooooo~

Than chat chat with jessie and grandma =P

Than we 3 laught together xD

Love it!

Than plan for the Peace & Heaven performance...

Dam messy lor! Were having Music Problem..

Well than start performance lor!

After that..

Went home... Ride bus no.293

Almost the whole 3T1 students ride bus 293

Luckily The bus has fewer people.

Fantastic Today =P

Now I know how it feel's to plan the performance and being the host with lisa!

Dam fucking tiring!

One we were scum of the Earth
Now we've cleared our names
In Nifelheim came rebirth
Baptized in Mount Doom's flames

A decade now we've fought this war
Never yielding from our path
Our journeys take us to foreign shores
Where we let our metal blast

We've been battered and left for dead
We've been beaten and we have bled
But we always made it through - Vs the world
This may be our last quest
Before we're put to rest
The end is coming soon - Vs the world

Warriors of the grave tooks us south
Hell bent on genocide
They made us face the brutal truth
This would be no easy ride

Grotesque creatues of the sky
Met with us on winter fields
Christian god cast aside - Massacre of hallowed eve

Persian demons brought us south
On merciless campaign
We've raided the western shores
Always going against the grain

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~GaGa Addictions ~

2010-04-04T22:14:00.001+08:00

FINALLY! I have modified my Tumblr Wooo!! Be sure to follow me ;D

CLICK ME to go to my TUMBLR ACCOUNT!!

MY TUMBLR!

So... meaning, I will still carry on using my blog as well as my tumblr ;D'

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Lucky Enough~

2010-04-03T21:45:00.004+08:00

- Lucky enough to meet some creative people all over the world so that I could learn
from them!!!

- Should invent my own creative things with specified things so that people could be
impress of my creativity~

Anyway today...

Started using Google Chrome to replace my internet vista explorer...

Dam nice!! Google Chrome is waaAy better & convenient too..

Next,

I started to update my tumblr skin..

It's still under maintence cuz i missing with the tagboard and the background :D

xXrUhAzZiQXx

The pendulum is still swaying, a thread which follows my last hope,
why did it snap and break off?
this kind of heart breaking,
for each other to do trial and error and acquire preparation,
I understand but I'm lost,
was this really okay?
We might've had the possibility

~So Happy As I Could Die!~

2010-04-01T21:00:00.001+08:00

Had fun just now with Afifah & Marissa with the canteen duty during the Sec2 Matching Exercise~

Ate alot of packet of seaweeds. Haha!

I love that lavender blonde
The way she moves, the way she walks
I touch myself, can't get enough
And in the silence of the night
Through all the tears and all the lies
I touch myself and it's alright

Just give in, don't give up, baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when that glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend, yeah

I am as vain as I allow....

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~The Host Of...~

2010-03-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

~Free Of Easy With Trust~

2010-03-27T22:48:00.005+08:00

Remain contactable by now :)
Currently-temporarily using a China Hanphone..

Well at least i have a handphone.

Nowadays.. It started to rain quite heavily.
Drench with rain's everytime I went home..

Nowadays.. I have been sweating.. Too many heats around the air..
Am I getting too sensitive to heat now because Singapore is getting more warmer & warmer~

Well, my studying indoor is quite comfortable..
6 fans, 2 whiteboard, bigger classroom..

I just realised this morning that I woke up,
Time is running faster & faster...
Exam is around the late april..
Worried bout my Science & Malay

Even thought I have been improving on my English, CPA, Math & Elements of Business Studies..

Well, I have to be more persistent and well integrity.. To succeed on my Science & Malay.

Clean up my desktop just now..

See isnt it so clean.. Neither than the messy of all my Music on my desktop..

Sometimes I ask myself,
how much farther will I have to go?

I hear your voice.
I hear a voice saying "don't give up"
I remember the words
"Your happiness is my happiness"

If you're tired of denying things
and seem as if you're not yourself...

Believe in me with a trust that you wanna hold.
I'll always be here.
The proof that you're alive
exists inside of me.

In this, this dirty city,
you're the person who
gathers up and shows me
something beautiful.

Sometimes I ask myself,
how much further will I have to go?

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Say Bye Bye To The Old Lousy Holding School & Visited The New School~

2010-03-16T19:33:00.005+08:00

Taken with Ms Diyana & 3T1 during English

Taken with Kah Wei, CL & Phua outside general office.

12/3/2010 was the last day of the holding school =P
Lot's of memories were made from there for the past of this 2 years...

Gonna miss it anyway?

Well.. SAY HELLO TO THE NEW SCHOOL WOOOOOOOOO!!

During English lesson was dam freaking funny and fun xD
Played hang man with ms diyana & mr alex =P
After that. We take picture with ms diyana and mr alex XD!

Hmm.. During Recess time i never ate cuz of no mood. Well after school i ate old chang kee.
So im alone in the classroom.

Than science never study at all. Mr Ng story us about life :P
Well........... This year Science.. Dam fucking difficult..
Too many math calculation chapter. WTF LA!
I prefer my last year science chapter sigh!
Oh well.. I have to be more persistent!

Well when the new school reopen... My whole school be dancing infront of the whole school.
Lucky it is not flashmop!

THE BAD NEWS.
TODAY MY HANDPHONE SPOILT!
AND MY MUM SCOLDED ME FOR THAT?
BUT I NEVER EVEN FUCKING SPOILT IT. KNN
WHY CANT PEOPLE UNDERSTAND ME?

Yesterday, 15/3/2010
I come to the new school for a council meetings..
Ride bus 38 from simei to tampines interchange..
Than ride bus 3~

Reach the new school. But then I had to walk very far towards the school!!!
Well.. The school is quite dam fucking big!

After council meeting... All of us explore the whole school =P
The classroom got 2 whiteboard! Dam nice =P
And it is quite big!

After exploring, we do "spring-cleaning" at the council room.
Wash the wooden sofa...
To my astonishment...
All the toilets are lock except for the handicapped at the ground floor and the girl's toilets beside the AVA room.

Well.. After cleaning,
We played the parachute ball game!!!
Dam funnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!
I wish we do it again xD

After that,
I need to go to the east point to buy something...
So I ride bus 3 than alight... ride bus 38 alight at the east point.
After that went home.

Do the IPW project project. It is about "Promote Singapore"

Well.. Soon Im gonna create a project blog...

As per now lets enjoy this literature combined with my own words~!

Be wild,
The truth you shouldn't hate
The culture of shyness
The torture from desire
Indoors
Outdoors
No matter where

Legs, arms, shoulder, knees,
Fingers, toes, hips & belly
No reservations, let's get wild!
Connect the pieces and fill the gaps.
Swap the parts and create life.

I have been cold, for so long I cant seem to get out of here, this world is not right for me

I cant seem to find a better place
I have been wondering dispite the time
I am not the same person anymore
I keep changing, but change is good right?

Tell me how i cant see..
What is happening to me?
Drive me awake from my fears perhaps?

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Outings III~

2010-03-02T20:04:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday I had Fun XP

Went outing with my friends to the downtown east -> D'Marquee for the Dance show there xD

Had Fun!!

To be continued....

~Happy CNY~

2010-02-16T10:59:00.007+08:00

What a late post for me xD
Cuz, I getting more busier as this few days!!
Malay Remedial, Detention Duty, IT Lesson
Wooooooooooooooooo!!

The most favourite part is Detention Duty xD
Detention duty is not just about sitting there and do nothing or perhaps sleeping.
So I make it my own way :D

Around 4+
I will make them play some games such as hangman and asd asd asd~
As long as it involve with their brain. And there will be prizes too.. such as sweets LOL!

Hmm..
Last Saturday (:
I went to Mr Ang house to deliver walnut cake that my mum specially bake for him
(as I told her to do so) LOL!

WTH! theres no lift at all...
I have to climb all over till 9th floor!!!!!!!
Finally reach his house - -!!!
As he was all alone in his house xD

So we chat about TPSS X]

Than say bye bye to him...
Go down fast fast as my parent were waiting for me!!
Than head to geylang to buy some fish & prawns

After that, we go makan!!
Ate roti prata :O
Than we went home! (My dad lorry park so far -.-)

Well~

Yesterday, went for family outings... Me, mum & dad...
As my big sis, sis & bro are sleeping in the house xD

Well... we go makan first at Tekka!!
Ate Thosai xD

Than we went to mustafa centre to buy a dozen of adidas spray =P
Than my mum buy her medicine thingy...

After that,
Went to Giant located at Tampines...

We buy 16 fish sutchi fillet xD
Lettuce, Lemon & Celery :O

Went home, on laptop..
Play gunbound & habbo at a same time lol..
My laptop still never feel lag at all xD
Haha!!

I don't want us to have a fight,
But in the background I can hear you chatting shit,
I hear it every night.
And you think you're being really cool,
You've been doing it since we were both at school,
Now who looks like a fool.

Tell me what did you expect?
Have you got no self respect?
Reputation to protect?
Soon you'll be a nervous wreck.

What happened to the good old days?
I was kinda hoping this was all a stupid phase
Who are you anyway?
I know you've heard this all before
I know some people who are calling you a whore
Don't know you anymore

You're no friend of mine
And I've known it for a while,
You're just a waste of time
Why don't you have another line.

So stop blabbering behind my ass of my fucking past you bloody fucker.

Including ur fucking blog. Hmm just to warn u.
I have lots of spies working around me now.
Dun even dare to fuck as ur blabbering.

I'm a coward? U Think that I was talking behind your backs :D

Dun think I will make the matter rest.

I know that this gonna happen.

I was having a bad dreams about this.

And I know what to do

Dun think Im just a fucking loonatic with no brains of all time~

~A Great Blow~

2010-02-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!

Today just wore my new uniform <3

It's way better than the old ones!!

Hmm.. I have been quiet busy for everyday!

Cuz of Detention Duty <3

Love it So much xD

Anyway,

Tomorrow I kena flag raising.

But still I do not know how to tie the Singapore Flag =X

FORGETTEN LIAO!

The last time i tied... It was last year @,@

Oh well.

Good lucky to me :P

I really wish the world will become as GA-GA

~The Shadow's Of Your Life~

2010-01-31T22:32:00.003+08:00

As we were walking along the streets.
Our Shadows will follow us..

Streets people ignore us..

~As Usual~

2010-01-14T21:41:00.003+08:00

School As Usual Always =)
Today just had math test..
Im sure I will get the full marks of course xD

To the power of the that =P

Anyway..
I kena sabotage sigh!
Everybody including the teachers sabo me to become a mascot for the mass run..
I really dun wanna be a mascot..
People may laught at me of course Zzz..

Why must it be me?
Mascot = Mime.

Wear a white mask ...

Well..
Today.
Reach school dam early :O
Went to the general office to take attendance book ..
After that, meet up with Samantha.
Her class also have a test. Same as me XP
So we both study.

--

The class t-shirt xD
I wont be designing the class t-shirt anymore.
Yeah!

I really looking forward for the class t-shirt =P
I hope Khalisah really impress me & the teachers xD
Good Luck =P

Hmm..
During CPA Theory lesson..
It was dam boring.

Well just now we had theory test =,=
We all started to struggle.
Luckily Mrs Teng & Mdm Tong gave us chance to refer to the textbook =X

After school,
Ride bus 38 to home.
Slept in the bus.

Reach home. Bath 1 hour.. Cuz of my hair?
Last year december..
My hair got so many dandruff.
Because, my hair was dam fucking long at that time =/

Guess you lose and it's too late
To try to come back
What part of no don't you understand?
Too bad

There you go down
With yesterday's news in the trash can
I got no time to be looking back
I'm past that
And now you wanna change
It's too little too late

~First & Second Day Of School~

2010-01-05T20:26:00.005+08:00

First & Second Day Of School...
Is an Enjoyment & Busy Day for me!!

Congratulation's to Mr Ng Weilun for being our Form Teacher (:
And Of course... Our Co-form Teacher is Ms Eudora Tan!!

I'm sure this 2 teacher's will make us happy everyday X]

Anyway,
Yesterday..
My whole class started to vote for the new chairman & co-chairman.
It was dam funny xD

Tan Beng Hock kena sabotage. YEAH!!
Including Mohd Shafiq =P

I hope this 2 can do the job properly X]
Such as.. taking attendnace every morning, make sure the class behave and so on...
Well. Im busy with Council Duties!! Thanks Goodness X]
I can have my break during morning assembly <3

Thank You Mr Ng for letting me create the duty roster!!

Hmmm...
Today Math Lesson is so interesting & fun!!

Ms Chong Nget Fong is so funny and of course very fierce XP
Just now during math lesson, we never studied math.
We played a game call... The millionare thingy?
All the question is not based in math.

It is based in life.

And English Lesson.. Is quite interesting too..
With Ms Mardiyana & Mr Alex xD
We introduce ourselves.. and do some survey thingy.

And CPA (Computer Application)
Hmm.. Since the first day of school.
We started our practical lesson :O
Of Corel Draw =/

Mdm Tong & Mrs Teng teach us basic things bout corel draw.. Cuz SOME of us FORGOT!!!
AND ME???? I TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT MR ANG TAUGHT ME!!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek~~

Anyway. I know that Mr Ang is soso Expert in his Corel Draw..
My whole class believe it =)
Including Mdm Tong xD

Too bad that he retired =/
Speaking bout Mr Ang..

Last Monday.. [Yesterday]
Mr Ang called me.
He say.. "How's the class?... Whose your new form teacher?... and sort of things bla bla bla"
Meaning that... Mr Ang really cared about my class!!
We are so lucky to have him as a form teacher when were in Sec 1 & Sec 2 <3

Anyway...
Dancing class..
Was fun xD

We learned Hip Hop Dance xD
After 10 weeks of dancing class..
My Whole class gonna dance infront of the whole school =X
That's what worried me xD

After that... went to bedok interchange..
Buy some Chicken Nugget..
Eat it along the way xD
Ride Bus 38.. to home =]

Work the middle like I do
let the spirit of passion take control
of your spirit of instinct
Legs, arms, shoulders, knees,
Fingers, toes, hips & belly
Don’t hesitate, Let’s get WILD!

Be wild
“I” to the “love” to the “you”
saying that isn’t easy but
Japanese People
Don’t think HARD!

Fill up the space by connecting the pieces
Shape your life by changing the parts

You should try not to hate this
self-conscious culture
but you’re tortured by lust...
In-doors
Out-doors
It doesn’t matter where you are

Fill up the space by connecting the pieces
Shape your life by changing the parts
Go another round, we’re not done yet...
if it’s not enough let’s go around round...

~HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2010~

2010-01-01T00:31:00.002+08:00

xXrUhAzZiQXx Wishes You A ....

Spread your arms wide.
Let's clap our hands and walk together.
When you start running
come here and we'll begin together.

I don't particularly feel like
walking in front of anyone.
But I don't feel like walking
behind anyone either.

If one of you yells "YES!"
Then I'll get in line and
yell "YES!" as well.

In these seemingly worthless days
there is hidden a trick to being happy.
It was made for
everyone to share.

It's ok if
you don't win.
If that happens then
let's lose together.

From today, yesterday is
a memory;
From today, tomorrow is
an unknown light.

If desire and chance meet,
I'll jump in
without hesitation,
with no problem.

For instance,
where I felt despair,
you find
a beautiful flower.

~School Reopening~

2009-12-23T13:15:00.002+08:00

Orh~
Is way back!!
I really hope my class behaviour improve!!!

I'm gonna become Class Advisor again.
Because the DM chose me to be =X
I really love the job. But it is difficult & brainstorming task.

Anyway,
This Friday will be going to Cemetery!! Yohoo!
After that kena Kenduri! (BAD)
Tiring liao =_=

Hmm..
Gonna pack my new books in my new~school bag (from vietnam xD)
Well.. I hope all the teacher return :(
Such as Mrs Teng be taking over Mr Ang in CPA Yeah!!
Can't wait to see her Vista Skill of Powerpoint :D

Well.
Nothing to blog much :D

"That we expected was
Just the beginning of failure"
Don't say such a thing with a cold look
Staring into my eyes

I can't nod
Though I know it was predictable

All gets broken into dusts
In an instant
And we wonder what on earth we have spent
Time and thought for

Pretend to stop the dangerous current
Instead of telling an idealistic theory, please

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Presents <3~

2009-12-15T17:01:00.004+08:00

Haha..

Sis just came back from vietnam =P

She bought me a warm hearted souveniers.

And it is my favourite...

Bracelet =P
Yeah!!

I cant wait to wear it for "Outings"

Hehe...

Anyway..

Yesterday came back to school for some "business"

After that..

Went to my grandma house :o

To run an errand...

After that,

Went back home :o

Bath~

Than on laptop..
Play Gunbound Of course xD

Haha!! Couple Room. Dun you realised? xD Devils & Animal couple =P

Fighting! MUST WIN.

Pro Bots are Phoenix & JD? Maybe~ xD

Well..
Had Cat Fish Spicy Stew? "Ikan Duri Asam Pedas" for dinner :S
After that...
Went online in facebook :o

Than Youtube.com
xD

I watch That So Raven Episodes.
IT IS SO FUCKING FUNNY!
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL~

Especially this line.

Raven : CORY!CORY! YOU BETTER WAKE UP YOU LITTLE NASTY-
Cory : GET UR HAND OF ME! MA MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
Raven : QUIET! MAMA TRYING TO RELAX!
Raven : *drag his shirt* GET DOWN HERE. Well.. My Jobs down~

Adopted from That's So Raven "Five Finger Discount" Episode.

I ejoy the show so much!!
Well
Gotta go now xD

If everything was everything, but everything is over
Everything could be everything, if only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you,
and your brown eyes

In your brown eyes, I was feeling low
Cause the brown eyes, and you'll never know
I can't help myself
I'm addicted to a life of material
It's some kind of joke
I'm obsessively opposed to the typical

Don't ask me how or why
But i'm gonna make it happen this time
My teenage dream tonight
Yeah i'm gonna make it happen this time

xXrUhAzZiQXx.,

~The Airport IIIIIIIII~

2009-12-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

Hello Mama/Papa Fuckers X]
Today I woke up 3.00 in the morning!!
Well...
Wore my Black White Green shirt & Red Skinny jean..
And not to forget my bracelet of skull & MP4 that hang around my neck~

Well~
Ride my father lorry..
Sat Behind.. with Lala~

I enjoy the cool breeze of the morning..
Well I on my mp4~
I listen to a song called :

Speechless - Lady GaGa
Teeth - Lady GaGa
Be My Last - Utada Hikaru
Do Me More - Namie Amuro (Best Fiction Tour 2009)

Than reached Terminal 2.
Talk talk talk~
And send Lala board the airplane.
So my father went off first.. As he is working..

So left me & my mum~
Well.. As I walking along...

I GET A FREE COFFEE <3

YEAH!
It is starbuck coffee =P
Finally I felt so awake at that time~

So I took picture of my coffee xD
Well.. That lady on the right is my mum X]

Back to my story..
Reach the escalator.
Than take picture of the upper "Inspirations"
It is so wonderful fucking beautiful~

Ride the MRT on the right side..

And head off to East Point.

Went to NTUC buy 2 chicken, 1 bread, spring onions & Bean sprouts
And head home back =O

So my mum get ready to go to her ~kneading class~ [Jahit Baju Kelas?]

Well..

So I take care of my house & cats..

And guess what I saw this 2 cat sleeping together like a "Human Being"

SO CUTE LOL!

Well..

On my laptop~

Watch "That's So Raven" on Youtube.com xD

I was laughing like mad in the living for 4-5 hours LOL!

Hehehe~

Than cook Mee Sotor =/

And watch That So Raven again xD

Hahaa!!!

Hmm... 6+

I play Gunbound~

With my besties of course :P

Too bad is not real friend..

"I really wish my real friends play gunbound with me =/"

Well..

Nite nite~

Were expected was
Just the beginning of failure
Don't say such a thing with a cold look
Staring into my eyes

I can't nod
Though I know it was predictable

The world is rolling around at the speed of rebirth

All gets broken into dusts
In an instant
And we wonder what on earth we have spent
Time and thought for

Pretend to stop the dangerous current
Instead of telling an idealistic theory, please

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Say Cheese IIII~

2009-12-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today is my sister LALA last day with us perhaps?
Tomorrow she be going to vietnam :O

Well today.
I never went for outings~
So stay at home for the WHOLE day.
It is Sunday!!

Today I woke up 9.00 in the morning.
Ate breakfast than on my laptop.
And of course I gunbounding.
Tehehe. With Miko & Tanky :o

Hmm.. Play gunbound since 10.00 to 5.00 :S
Stop for awhile well..

Than 6.00 - 11.00 =S
Better stop of course. As 2.30 in the morning i must woke up~
And get ready to go to the Changi Airport :S

Well. I shall blog more for tmr~

Nite..

I wonder when such a manner became so dear to me
It makes me feel a little nostalgic
Don't you feel so?

Many seasons have passed by
With quick steps since then

I felt they were so dazzling
And precious

Tears welled up in my eyes
When I thought it would be nice
That I could forgive my past some day

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~White Light Of Holy~

2009-12-05T18:04:00.006+08:00

"Oh joy to the world

Love overflows

In a snowfall

With Santa Claus

Sweet, sweet all Night & Christmas"

It's Been Awhile Now,

People were chatting at my msn to update my blog.

Well,

I have an interesting story to brag about.

Yesterday,

We went to late grandfather & grandma house.

As the "fuckers" have already move out.

It is fun & tiring.

Well.. we reach there around 3+ in the afternoon.

Before 3+~

Me go shien shong & my mum & sister went to the Food Court to buy Mee Rebus from an "INSPIRASI" stall located in bedok interchange court~

As for me, I buy 10 eggs, 1kg Bean Sprout & Mee Kuning "Yellow Mee?"

Well met my ex-changkat primary school teacher there. Her Name Is Mdm Radziyah.

She taught me in SS & Health Education when I was in Primary 2~

I cant believe that she recognize me.

Well. Spend below $10.

And head off the Bedok Interchange to meet mum & sis.

Ride Bus no.225 Green Plate and stop at the CC there?

Reach late grandparents house :'(

SO MANY THINGS & JUNKS in the house LOL!

Well. Auntie Family reach there first :D
Ahem. We split into group~

~Grandpa Room~

Me,Uncle & Sis Fifi<- Cousin

~Grandma Room~

Mum, Sis, Auntie

Firstly,

In grandpa room. I turn all the drawer upside down~

Well guess what?

I saw so many "Love Letter" around the 90s & 80s

Dear,

_____________

Your Truly,

Uncle Fucker Lips :D

All the love letter is from that Fucker Eldest Uncle :)

Dam KNS LOL!

During the Past. When he was 15-17 years old perhaps?
His girlfriend was an Philipine Maid LOL!

Never Mind...

My family & Aunties planning to deliver this to his wife :D

As For Grandma Room~

Of course. So many underwears & bras~

And lots of malay clothes & suit.

~the girl favourite perhaps?~

Well. So many dam fucking things in that house :(

We shall stop this story for today :)

As for today,

I gonna talk bout Music.

The artist of the post is~ "LADY GAGA"

Woooooooooooooooooooo~

About her AMA Performence 2009

I LOVE IT.

Her performence is an 'Glass' Theme

I love her Speechless Performence :)

It pretty suit the song well for the performence.

Climbing mountains, crossing seas
Jumping over the safety rail
For some reason, a single shadow from the past
Has led me to this city

I won’t be pessimistic, but something’s missing
Who is calling me here?

Tokyo nights
I’m searching for a true freedom
That’s eluding me
Sparkling
Tokyo Nights
Love is hard to find
Wait for the person Fate has in mind
You’re still young

I open the window, gaze out at the morning
And water the plants
Wishing with all my heart
That someday my thirst, too, will be quenched

Only idiots get hyped up over time limits
Who is keeping you here?

Sleepless nights
I want to dream
The truth is, I know what freedom is

I don’t need the moon
To shine between the buildings
I’ve got the lights of the city

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Competition~

2009-11-26T08:15:00.003+08:00

I really hope that I will be 1 of the lucky winners to get Lady GaGa Hearbeats Earphone...
I really want that...

If I ask my family to buy for me. It would be dam fucking expensive :(

I had just enter a competition... in lady gaga website for singapore :)
I answered the question.

I hope I won it..

~ALONE! ALONE! ALONE!~

2009-11-23T09:12:00.002+08:00

ALONE ALONE ALONE!!!! NOW D=
2.00 - 2.30 gonna come back to school!!!! Attend somekinds of so called meeting =x
Than went home STRAIGHT.
And I'm ALONE in the HOUSE AGAIN =(

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Well.... I must play with Online Friends to keep me company =)
Of course gonna gunbound at that time =/

Im praying for my brother to go work at night LOL! =X ~PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
My Mum Finish School at 5 =s

BO LANG!!!!
And MY STUPID romeo bit my arms LOL!

~Twinkle, Twinkle,~

2009-11-13T13:24:00.007+08:00

Yeah!!
It took me 34 minutes to design this pieces.
HAHA!!!
This picture shall be my blog background =D
As for another picture shall be my Facebook Friends tagged photo xD

I hope my hard work really pay off =D

Well.

Tomorrow shall be my fucking biggest day ever.
It is my grandpa 100 days tomorrow tehehe!!
So gonna do kenduri at Auntie house this time =D
If the fuckers evil uncles & auntie come.
We are ready to argue/attack them.
It is like a battlefield tomorrow =)
That I cant wait.

Well... Yesterday I went to Eastpoint.
To run an little errand =_=
Went to NTUC Fairprice to buy 4 chicken & Softland
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!!
I struggled while carry this 5 HEAVY things.

Well...
My mum school called...
Her teacher resign... Even thought she had been teaching with compassion~
It is dam sad... Somebody set that teacher up ...
Her face has come out in news last year about her teaching...
But now she resign... So sad..
And I heard from mum that She is crying badly ='(
My mum told me that her teaching is understanding compassion skill.

WELL!!!
Me And Lala went to Eastpoint to buy Cat food & some Vegetables...
Well It is raining thought xD
Than Lala... treat me a donut =x
In the bakery shop xD
Well

Reach home.. Ate Chicken porridge..
With kimchi :D
Alright... Cant wait for tomorrow battlefield =D
Its set..

The fuckers gang dun want to bring their children.
And I'm so happy as they are not here.
Is gonna be quiet tomorrow without the children =D
AND... It will be a family arguements of battlefield tomorrow.
Maybe I should join in the fight..
As they were trying to attack my mum =(

I'm not worried.
Because my family and aunt discuss bout this already =)

Well.. BYE BYE!!!

Somebody said to me that life is a mystery
And that you never know
what's out there awaiting for you
Everything is meant to happen, to write
A story of life

Even when you are so afraid with this loneliness
You'll be alright 'cuz it will lead your way

Come on Twinkle
Why don't you clap your hands
Just open your door for the better tomorrow and
Play your own life like you're a movie star
Don't you know that we're all dreamers

Twinkle Twinkle Can't you see
Need you need but let you go

The future's in your hands and
here's the map showing the way
To find yourself again,
a part of you we never knew
Tell youeself it'll be alright
To give up and swallow your pride

Believe in yourself Don't be afraid
All your worries will go away because
You will fight to win your
life with strength to carry on

Suddenly the sadness took my soul
Away like a rain on perfect day
But let me go and live my life

Come on Twinkle Why don't you clap your hands
Play your own life like you're a movie star

~Alejandro Sorrow~

2009-11-11T12:56:00.003+08:00

"With two suns spinning
At two different speeds
Was born a hot white diamond
Burning through the rainbow

Flames fell into orbit
To hold eternally
Two heavenly spirits
That just wouldn't seem"

Last Monday, went out with Sister to meet mum.
We are slightly late =X

WELL!!!!
After we met, we go register the "Korban" thingy for my Whole Family. And of course Grandpa & Grandma.

After that... we go makan!!! xD
Is my mum treat =x
So errrrrrrrrr!!!!

We went to Paya Lebar underground point :)
Over there got food court XD
Well... my mum and sis ate Ban Mian
As for me. I ate Japanese food xD

Tempura Prawn with rice, Miso Soup, Shark Fin Soup xD

Well.. Is not satisfying for me =/

After eating... we went to NTUC in paya lebar xD

The freaking part that I notice...

There is this 2 fucking stranger foreign spying on us O.o
When me,sis & mum walking around the NTUC. They were following us -.-
WEELLL,,,

We spended 1 hour in NTUC xD
As both of them dissapeared :)

Tehehe!! Buy Peach Cocktail. xD
Well...

It's time to went home :D
As it raining =/
Luckily I bring my jacket xD

Went home ride Bus no.2 from old Geylang there...
Alight at Tanah Merah.. and of course~ Ride Bus no.38 to home.

Reach home... On laptop~ PLAY GUNBOUND LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!

And for dinner. We ate Oatmeal with apple burned honey xD
yummy =x

As for today,
I download lots of lady gaga new avaible songs.
And I saw her new video :D
Is dam fucking terrific weird. BUT I DUN CARE =D

Well This gonna be my 4th short post~

Saw a cape of red and gold
Stifle up the being
With the perfect armour
With a perfect dream

To be made of glass
When two suns are shining
The battle becomes blinding
To be made of glass
But we ride tonight,

~Picture's Will Talk To You~

2009-11-08T11:22:00.013+08:00

WELL!! By Now... MY laptop DESKTOP. Is Full of Freaking Images D=
WeLL I shall post it in blog & delete it after posting it :)
And of course clean up my desktop xD

FOR today only. I shall talk less... But The picture will talk more =)
Enjoy.

Here is the sad part that I promise to post pictures of Be My Last by Utada Hikaru.
From My last post. ~A Theme Of My "Final Last"

I think utada in this video is non existent being that the only one who can see her is her friend in the past, Utada here died long ago and that her friend forgot about her, that's why when Utada saved her there are flashbacks of them being together and she finally remembered and Utada smiled before dying yet again that this is the last of her pain, she can finally let go.

Quote by me.

OMFG!

My Head's Hurt....

I had a VERY long SLEEP today.

Had breakfast on bed around 7+ And then I sleep =x

Arh... The daylight make me awake.

So I woke up around 11.05-11.15?

Oh yeh..

Now I using my laptop in the Living Room. As My whole family sleeping =x INCLUDING my cats.

Than when I woke up.. My Panther wake up :D
She's the only who is awake xD

=x I enjoy my long sleep hehe.

Because yesterday I slept around 1.00+ midnight =x

I played Gunbound Morning till midnight xD
To my surprised.. I havent played for 3 months.

I'm still pro xD
PRO JD, ICE, ASSET & Aduka =x
Let the Screenshot's do all the talking xD

There’s someone I can’t meet again, in this city

So I open the window
If we remember, that far far away.

The future is shining somewherewe can sleep forever

under the beautiful blue sky.

Sometimes, I have doubts aboutthe things that started in the past

Oh I will never ever forget

the picture you attached to that New Year’s card

It’s the things that we can’t dothat we long for so much

~A Theme Of My "Final Last"~

2009-11-04T10:23:00.008+08:00

Tehehehe..
I blog so early..

Somemore I ate Ice-cream for breakfast now LOOOOOOOOOOOL~
Chocolate Ice-Cream mix with Vanilla Ice-cream on the top of 3 Blueberry Cake.

=/ Holiday started... of course gonna come back to help Mr Ang pack up his things...
Last Monday is like so funny haha!!
I almost RECK the trolley up Tehehehe :D
Than.... The whole Sec 2 teacher need to go meeting including Mr Ang =o

So I wait outside cruising around the school..
There no cleaner though in the lower sec block...
So I stay in my classroom (I got the key HAHAHAHA!!!)

Relax over there =x
It is like so scary...
when I'm alone in that block...
I dun even dare to go to the toilet nor the garden's too =)

Well... After helping Mr Ang =)
Me go Geylang ...
Waiting for my mum to finish her "Sewing Lesson"
Well while waiting... I walk around the NTUC at Geylang The new 1 haha!!
Saw so many panda, mickey, minnie, pluto and .................................
Although is expensive hehehe Than of course saw Japan Food !!!

Yummy ;P~ Well..
It's 12.45~
So its time to head back to to my mum class venue =x
Sitting alone there =x As the only child over there :/

So many statue staring at me with their Creepy Eyes EEeeek!!!
Well Listen to music thought.!!! I love this song very much hehe!!

Be My Last :D

I upload it to blogger in my hardisk. As Youtube is not so clear :/

Well here's are the lyrics hehe =)

This the summary..

Utada's character is a dead childhood friend of the woman on the video. Hikki's became something like an angel or a protector spirit of the woman, she remembers Hikki when she smiles at her, before Hikki is hit by the car

Quote by some other user.

I think utada in this video is non existent being that the only one who can see her is her friend in the past, Utada here died long ago and that her friend forgot about her, that's why when Utada saved her there are flashbacks of them being together and she finally remembered and Utada smiled before dying yet again that this is the last of her pain, she can finally let go.

Quote by me. The video is dam touching =)

Including the Lyrics.

The creator of the Lyrics is Utada Hikaru.

Mom, why is that
the things we were brought up with
are destroyed by ourselves, as the days keep coming?

The collage breaks into pieces
but it’s not thrown away
There’s nothing in my hands
even when you’re holding them...

Be my last... be my last...
Be my last... be my last...
Please you have to be my last...

Unknown friends told me to do my best
But this love was a mistake
No, it wasn’t a mistake

There’s nothing to grasp with my hands..
how far will this dream go?

With my hands With my hands
With my hands With my hands
With my hands, be my last...

Rather than being together some day,
I would be with you tonight, just for a hour

Who is the adult,
who’s connected hand is still empty?

母さんどうして
育てたものまで
自分で壊さなきゃならない日がくるの?

バラバラになったコラージュ
捨てられないのは
何も繋げない手
君の手つないだ時だって…

Be my last… be my last…
Be my last… be my last…
どうか君が be my last…

慣れない同士でよく頑張ったね
間違った恋をしたけど
間違いではなかった

何も掴めない手
夢見てたのはどこまで?

With my hands With my hands
With my hands With my hands
私の手で be my last…

いつか結ばれるより
今夜一時間会いたい

何も繋げない手
大人ぶってたのは誰?

Final Distance =D

"Distance" originally appeared in the Distance album, and was planned to be released as a single. However, Utada heard of a school stabbing rampage in which 6 year old schoolgirl Rena Yamashita (山下玲奈) had died. Rena had previously won an essay competition; writing about how she wanted to become a singer just like Utada. Utada decided to rearrange the song into ballad form, creating the song "Final Distance". The Japanese Ministry of Education decided to incorporate Hikaru Utada's ballad "Final Distance" in the high school music textbook starting spring semester 2001, which was announced on 8th of April. In order to pass the proposal, they needed 313 points. The proposal was passed with 319 points. They will be targeting high school students in their second year to test the new curriculum. According to the publisher of arts in education, the song was chosen because it is closely familiar with high school students.

Quote by Album Description

At 10:15 that morning, 37-year-old former janitor Mamoru Takuma entered the school armed with a kitchen knife and began stabbing numerous school children and teachers. He killed eight children, mostly between the ages of seven and eight, and seriously wounded thirteen other children and two teachers. Takuma was later convicted and sentenced to death by hanging. The sentence was carried out on September 14, 2004. [1] The Osaka School Massacre was the second largest mass murder, along with the Matsumoto incident, in recent Japanese history, exceeded both of the crimes only by the fatalities caused in the Sarin gas attack on the Tokyo subway. This incident, however, was set apart by the young age of the victims, by its occurrence at a school, and by the murderer's history of mental illness.[1] Because of these factors, the Osaka School Massacre raised questions in Japan about the country's social policies regarding the treatment of mental illness, the rights of criminals and victims, and the accessibility and security of Japanese schools. [2] [3]

After the attack, Yoshio Yamane, the principal administrator of the school, announced that it would receive a security guard, an at-the-time unheard of feature of Japanese schools. [1] Additionally, J-Pop artist Hikaru Utada rearranged her song Distance in honor of Rena Yamashita, one of the murdered schoolgirls (because of an essay contest she had won, talking about how she respected and wanted to become like Hikaru), retitling it Final Distance. Exactly seven years later, a similar stabbing massacre called the Akihabara massacre took place, though not in a school but in the streets of Tokyo.[4].

BY JAPANESE NEWS.

What I have learn through out the news...
I felt so sorry for Rena Yamashita...
She have suffered a cruel death :)
She wrote her essay(that she won for the best essay competition) that she want to be like "Utada Hikaru" when she grow up.

As it is on news... Utada Hikaru heard bout it..
So she read her essay and make it into a ballad song's called "Final Distance"
She dedicated it to her little fan "Rena Yamadshita" who have suffered a cruel death.

Do watch the video :)
Is about 2 utada hikaru (so-called twins)
Who have been seperated...
1st utada... Is a circus lady~
2nd utada... Is a normal school girl~ (Rena Yamashita School Uniform)

In the middle of the video perhaps? They found themself like this talking in each other via traping in a seperate wall.(Singing)

I'm anxious but I can't say anything
I'm tired of swimming, even you've become silent

I want to see you, but an invisible wave pushes us
Again, just a little more distance

Try not to stop keep it going baby
If you don't feel the same then tell me
Even if your principle is to not try
It's alright to try a little

I wanna be with you now
Let's shorten the distance with the two of us
We can still make it on time
We can start over
We can't be as one

I wanna be with you
Someday even this distance
We'll be able to embrace
We can start sooner
After all I wanna be with you

You, who gets hurt with a single word
taught me what loneliness is

When you can't protect me keep on trying baby
It's not as I promised but trust me
My principle is to not try but
I would do it for you

I wanna be with you now
Look at our distance with the two of us
We can still make it
We can start over
I want to tell you with words

I wanna be with you now
One day, even the distance
I'll be able to embrace
We should stay together
After all, I need to be with you

気になるのに聞けない
泳ぎつかれて君まで無口になる

会いたいのに見えない波に押されて
また少し遠くなる

途切れないように keep it going,baby
同じ気持ちじゃないならTell me
無理はしない主義でも
少しならしてみてもいいよ

I wanna be with you now
二人でdistance 縮めて
今なら間に合うから
We can start over
ひとつにはなれない
I wanna be with you now
いつの日かdistanceも
抱きしめられるようになれるよ
We can start sooner
やっぱりI wanna be with you

ひとことでこんなにも傷つく君は
孤独を教えてくれる

守れない時 Keep on trying ,baby
約束通りじゃないけどtrust me
無理はしない主義でも
君とならしてみてもいいよ

I wanna be with you now
二人でdistance見つめて
今なら間に合うから
We can start over
言葉で伝えたい気I wanna be with you now
そのうちにdistanceも
抱きしめられるようになれるよ
We should stay together
やっぱりI wanna be with you

I wanna be with you now
Cuz I know this can’t be forever
We can start over,just you and me
I wanna be with you now
Cuz I know this can’t be forever
We should stay together,just you and me
I wanna be with you

---

Well back to my life of course...
After my mum finish her lesson...
My sis called me to wait at tampines interchange.
So me and my mum ride bus 24 stop at tanah merah.. Ride Bus 12~

We alight at tampines there..
We ate lunch/dinner over there hehe =x Korea Food :D Just open :)
Their kimchi taste like shit!!

I prefer my mum kimchi :D
My mum kimchi dam spicy and I love it tehehe!!
We still have our kimchi from last 2 years too ^^
The more year you keep it..
The BETTER the taste hehe!!

Well went home~ SLEEP! --- OMG!
I forgot to blog about science centre :D
Well heres are the picture :)
Woah!! I cant take picture in the Body World LOL!
They even got santa claus skeleton and reindeer!! =x
It is real... Well I have fun with Mohd Shafiq, Lewis &Ismail in the Science Centre :D
I even poses crazy move on the drum by shaking my head like a rockstar HAHA!!

Strangle By some ropes in the Jungle =.=

~The Journey End's Here~

2009-10-30T21:53:00.005+08:00

Yeah, It's Last Day Of School Today =D
All kinds of events happening in the morning.
Today, so many teachers, student including the councillor FORCE me to take picture with them =x

Anyway, Today is Mr Neo last day :O
Wow... is dam amazing today.
Mr Neo have so many bodyguards :D
He even ride a motor (to welcome him)

Nice. And of course the amazing performence with band & student leader.
After this joyful occasion, It's time to go back to class =/
Well... As Usual, I must take care my class. I'm still gonna be the Class Advisor till Sec 4 =_=
Because Mr Hafiz Appoint me...

In class do nothing, I have chat with Ms Michelle about the class =D
Than got Firedrill...
I shouted at my class not to panic (It's their first time to do their fire drill)
Than everybody assemble at the school field...
Ms Michelle kena scolded D=
Because, the stupid little "vulgar monk" Beng Hock went to the toilet during Fire Drill.
If this is the real Fire Event, I be happy if he died =D

Anyway...
I'm taking care of my class in the school field...
As Ms Michelle take attendance =o
Dam freaking HOT at the school field =,=
Hmm... After a couple's of minutes...
We went back to class =o

Theres no teacher at that time.
The Timetable stated that Mr Ang suppose us for 9.30-10.00 =o
As you know.. I must take care of my class =(
As a student council Tehehe :D
As for the last day in this school =)
I allowed them to play handphone =O

Than 10.00 Mr Lee came in..
We played Math games haha...
Got Bingo, Cards, Gigantic Calculator, bored games....

Than Recess as usual =/
11.00 Mr Lee came in =o
Around 11.25~ Ms Michelle sms me to come down to collect report books, Exam papers, Forms.
Yeah =D I bully Azhari & Izzat to carry report book as I carry the exam papers & Some forms :D
Hehehe...

Reach class,
Scream at my class...
Threaten them that
"IF YOU GUYS NEVER ZIP YOUR MOUTH AND SIT DOWN ON YOUR OWN PLACES, YOU WON'T GET YOUR REPORT BOOKS"

Than Ms Michelle join in the fun..
She told us to behave if not.. She and me will bring all the report book to the staffroom. And will never give the report books to the 2T1 =o (including me la)

Firstly I stand by all the report books by arranging according to register number...
Secondly I opened up the report book and face it down so it easier for Ms Michelle

(Mr Ang taught me that D=~)

Than Ms Michelle lost her voice LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL~
So is my turn to explain about the Teacher Nomination Forms & Book list...

At that time, the whole class keep quiet.. (It is "Sweeter Than Heaven at that time for me!! )
Well... I have been repeating for about 1-3 times =x
Some of them dun understand~

After explaining to them... I lost my voice too LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Than clean up the classroom....
And of course... School Bell rang... they all quickly went home or perhaps RUN RUN RUN~

Than I have a talk with Ms Michelle haha... She gonna be vanished in St John Island for the whole month in December perhaps? Tehehe =x

Lastly we talk about CATS HAHAHA!

I went home...........................................................
Bath... SLEEP!!
On Laptop... Downloading songs... Chat people at msn... play games... such as(GTA San andreas)
I LOVE THAT GAME =x Although got so many vulagarieties...
I really do love to kill people at that time hahaha =O
And even kidnap a children.. than treathen their parent's for money =X

Well... I really enjoyed today... even though i LOST MY VOICE >.<

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Ba-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby, you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a free bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a free bitch baby

I want your lovin'
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

J'veux ton amour
Et je veux ton revenge
J'veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don’t wanna be friends
Caught in a bad romance
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Well I wanna sleep now =/

Good NIGHT!!!

A single ship makes black waves

I want to see a lot of scenery
It’s just other people who choose to see it in a framed picture
It’s a game of hide and seek, I’ll keep playing forever

The spring sunrays shine on me

I talked to Dad again
The wishes of a man in his last years

Has even this day called today
Been decided for me from the beginning?
It’s a game of hide and seek, what happens next is up to you

~2009 Speech Mr Ang Retirement Day~

2009-10-23T20:53:00.006+08:00

Today it was a dam sad day for me...

I feel like I wanna cry...

Well..

Today is Mr Ang last day in this school =/

Due to his chronic elbow..

Well let my speech do all the talking about Mr Ang

Good Morning Mr Neo, Mr Bala, Teacher and students.
My name is Ruhazziq and my name is Khalisah from 2T1 a representative of the class as an honour to do the speech today.
Our speech is about Mr Ang.
As you all know that today is Mr Ang's last day in this school.
Mr Ang will be taking a long break which he really needs to rest his chronic elbow.

Last year, Mr Ang became the form teacher of
our class, 1T1.
He always enriched us with the stories about his childhood
and the values that he firmly believes in.
His stories never fails to touch
our hearts to the extent that some of our classmates cried upon hearing his life
experiences when trying to show empathy of what it likes to be in his shoes.
Mr Ang is definitely someone whom has alot of wisdom and also someone whom
we, 2T1, or I believed the whole school look upon to as a role model.

Even when he loses his voice, Mr Ang still comes to school to teach us
CPA. Because he knows that we are very weak in theory.
He sacrificed his
health just to teach us.
Mr Ang always put others before himself and he
definitely redefine the meaning of being a teacher.
Not only that, Mr Ang
always believes in us that we will succeed in life.
His motivation never
fails to inspire us to do better that what we are capable of.

We hope
that Mr Ang will have a wonderful time during his long break and we also wish
him a speedy recovery for his elbow.
And thank you Mr Ang for all that
you've done for us.
We will never EVER forget what you've taught us
including your wonderful skills of CPA
We will definitely be missing you but
we will work hard to make sure that we succeed in life just as what you believe
in us.

When I was making a speech. There was no people paying attention about plus some of them as I can see... They were laughthing about me & khalisah !!
So I was like dam fucking fed up.
In my mind I decided to make my speech more Fucking fortunate "LOUDER" =D

Finally all of them kept quiet. As I reading the speech to them. I know that I'm not really sincere at all. Because I was thinking about Mr Ang =/

Well, Monday gonna come back to school.
Gonna wear council shirt though =x
I be there in the staffroom to help Mr Ang pack up his things. AND gonna give him my present with a thank you letter =)

Well next year Sec 3 - 4 I'm still gonna become the class advisor...
Well, If I scolded my class again.. I will repeat what did Mr Ang taught us during this past 2 years.

As he really hopes that WE will succed in life with a better goals..

We will never ever forget what had Mr Ang though us..

We sure gonna miss him. Even though When I was making a speech... After assembly, Mr Hafiz told me that I done a very good job till Mr Ang cry. As Mr Hafiz can see Mr Ang tears gonna come out..

Yesterday :
Forgot to post up with my rehearsal thingy.
LOL!

After rehearsal. I went home straight...
At home. I rehearsal.
ALONE of course.

Than right, my stupid cat love to disturb me.
And SHE even MERELY teared up my script eeeeeeeeeeeeeek!
Well I gotta print again though =.=

Than...
Ms Michelle chat me at msn. Hehe Dam funny :D
I would to share it with you guys.
We talk about the Speech & of course the cats :)

Well.. I enjoy chatting in the msn thought :D
I do really wish that I want have a new friend chat at msn that is familiar like this :/

Well... Gonna prepare for Mr Ang present now. Bye!!

This literature is specially for Mr Ang =x

I’ll run, facing the wind,
no matter how painful things are
Because there’s a brighter future there,
I’m able to picture the things I want to obtain
So I take one more step foward
towards happiness

Seasons keep changing, the clock keeps turning
Nothing can stop the time from flowing
Sweat trickles down my body, my sigh white with cold
A dream is just a dream, I said, starting to give up
Whenever I feel like that, I say I’ll quit,
but in reality, nothing changes

Just imagine, a thread becoming unwound
In my heart, I’ll always try to wind it up again
And even though it all sounds so logical
it’s not enough for me to just make an oath

Whether others or better or worse off than me
it really doesn’t matter to me
What matters, is that I have what I have
because I did my best for it

The wind came to me
and made our dreams shiver
Shivering, confused, the dream appears to vanish
so I say good bye to these fearful omens
and hold my overflowing hopes

I’ll run, facing the wind,
no matter how painful things are
Because there’s a brighter future there,
I’m able to picture the things I want to obtain
So I take one more step foward
towards happiness

I’ll run, facing the wind...
no matter how painful things are...

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Preparing A Speech II~

2009-10-22T18:53:00.003+08:00

This is what I gonna say about my speech tomorrow.
This script was done by me.

The speaker will be Ruhazziq & Khalisah.
Well wish me good Luck ^.^
Tomorrow I shall blog..

Good Morning Mr Neo, Mr Bala, Teacher and students.
My name is Ruhazziq and my name is Khalisah from 2T1 a representative of the class as an honour to do the speech today.
Our speech is about Mr Ang.
As you all know that today is Mr Ang's last day in this school.
Mr Ang will be taking a long break which he really needs to rest his chronic elbow.

Last year, Mr Ang became the form teacher of our class, 1T1.
He always enriched us with the stories about his childhood and the values that he firmly believes in.
His stories never fails to touch our hearts to the extent that some of our classmates cried upon hearing his life experiences when trying to show empathy of what it likes to be in his shoes.
Mr Ang is definitely someone whom has alot of wisdom and also someone whom we, 2T1, or I believed the whole school look upon to as a role model.

Even when he loses his voice, Mr Ang still comes to school to teach us CPA. Because he knows that we are very weak in theory.
He sacrificed his health just to teach us.
Mr Ang always put others before himself and he definitely redefine the meaning of being a teacher.
Not only that, Mr Ang always believes in us that we will succeed in life.
His motivation never fails to inspire us to do better that what we are capable of.

We hope that Mr Ang will have a wonderful time during his long break and we also wish him a speedy recovery for his elbow.
And thank you Mr Ang for all that you've done for us.
We will never EVER forget what you've taught us including your wonderful skills of CPA
We will definitely be missing you but we will work hard to make sure that we succeed in life just as what you believe in us.

2T1 Stand. (Say/Scream in the microphone to ask the 2T1 stand up) To say Thank you to Mr Ang. “2T1: THANK YOU MR ANG!”

~Preparing A Speech I~

2009-10-21T22:14:00.003+08:00

OMG!
Exam is finally over! Wooooooooooooooooooooooo~

As Next week there will be so many field trip for my class ONLY haha!
Science :D The skeleton exhibit wow!
Well. Today Malay oral =x
I done quite ok ehehe =x
Luckily Mdm Nurul is the tester :D
She teach at a same time when I doing my conversation :/
She do know that I'm very weak in malay thought.
Thank you :D

Well, the bad thing... Mr Wan called me just now.

Mr Wan :"Ruhazziq, are you aware that Mr Ang gonna retired on Friday?"

Ruhazziq : "Yes (Fake, I never knew anything about these)"

Mr Wan :"You will be doing a speech on this Friday about Mr Ang. Make sure you come

for Rehearsal tomorrow. And do bring your script!"

Oh My Fucking God!
I never KNEW that Mr Ang gonna retired on THIS Friday.
WAT THE FUCK!

I thought is next week,
Aiks. I regret of slacking myself last week for not doing the script.
Well.

For my personal Saying :

MR ANG, THANKS FOR BEING MY FORM TEACHER FOR 2 YEARS. I gonna miss you :/

There is no other teacher that will care for us except Ms Michelle, Mdm Nurul & Mr Hafiz.

When I was sec 1T1. I'm a normal student with no leader. Ever since I was like so pissed with the new chairman. I scolded him and told him how to handle infront of Mr Ang & Mr Ryan Ng.

Suddenly Mr Ang appoint me as a chairman...

After a few months ago. I became a Junior Councillor. Mr Ang the 1 who pick me (:

... I will never forget the delicious threat that you gave me during the June holiday. Eating at a restaurant with the teachers. Since that you have been retired.. I won't be slacking in the staffroom anymore T.T and no more ground floor classroom?? Well...

Now is for the 2T1 sayings, (On behalf of them)

We admired you corel draw skills in CPA.

We have enjoyed fun lesson in CPA!

Today Mr Wan gave me so many hours to create a script xD
It took me 4 hours to create a script.
Luckily Khalisah will be following tomorrow to give a speech too!
So erm, We online at msn and chit chat bout + Dicussion too ;O
This is what I came out "Draft" (Ruhazziq Script as we havent combined it yet)

Good Morning Mr Neo, Mr Bala, Teacher and students.

My name is Ruhazziq from 2T1 a representative of the class as an honour to do the speech today.

My speech is about Mr Ang.

As you all know that today is Mr Ang last day in this school.

Mr Ang will take a long rest that he really need one to rest his chronic elbow.
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Last year, Mr Ang became our form teacher. When we were in 1T1. He stories us about his childhood.

That’s how he taught us about school values. His story is quite interesting, as some of us were trying to show empathy of what it likes to be in the story.
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When Mr Ang lost his voice. As I believe it is last month ago?

He still comes to school to teach us CPA (Computer Applications).

As he knows that we are very weak in theory.

We will never EVER forget what Mr Ang taught us including his wonderful skills of CPA (Computer Applications)
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He will always believe in us that we will succeed.

We hope that he had a good wonderful life in future.

WE ARE FORTUNATE TO HAVE HIM AS OUR FORM TEACHER!

From 2T1

Ruhazziq : 2T1 Stand.

(Say/Scream in the microphone to ask the 2T1 stand up to say Thank you to Mr Ang.)

“2T1: THANK YOU MR ANG!”

Well. I know this script is worse though. Well let see it tomorrow. Gonna brain storm it tomorrow :o AND OF COURSE! Gonna play with the microphone YEAH~~

If during break, when theres nobody around =x I will blast my J-pop music AND SANG IT LIVE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~ LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

Well I gonna give Mr Ang a present that he will never EVER forget :)

Gonna give it to him personally in the staffroom or at the parade square :/

Well Next week,
Either Mdm Nurul/Mr Hafiz will become the form teacher :/
And of course I'm still the advisor in the classroom zZz~
Overall I'm incharge of the fucking discipline in my class :/

WeLL~
I hope Friday I wont be sweating like mad!! I'm PRAYING IT now!!!!!!!

Today, after school buy 3 Sugarcane drinks, 1 Soya Bean Milk, 2 Beancurd for my families :D

As they including me of course! were craving on it lol.

I carry this like mad! Somemore bus no.9 is not a double decker bus Aiks!
I am planning to sit at the back of the UPPER deck!

Well...
Reach house. Never slept at all.. except 1.00 - 2.00 :D
Busy with the fucking SCRIPT!
AIKS! Than I never felt like eating dinner.
So my mum force me to eat. :X
But I ate slowly :D

Well but now... I'm listening to this song sad song...

Be My Last by Utada Hikaru

The lyrics made me listen it for all the past of hours by creating my script.
I have been singing it since last year :o
But now my voice is gonna broke :L
So now gonna sing in low tone hehe =o
Well I gonna share you guys with it..

Mom, why is that
the things we were brought up with
are destroyed by ourselves, as the days keep coming?

The collage breaks into pieces
but it’s not thrown away
There’s nothing in my hands
even when you’re holding them...

Be my last... be my last...
Be my last... be my last...
Please you have to be my last...

Unknown friends told me to do my best
But this love was a mistake
No, it wasn’t a mistake

There’s nothing to grasp with my hands..
how far will this dream go?

With my hands With my hands
With my hands With my hands
With my hands, be my last...

Rather than being together some day,
I would be with you tonight, just for a hour

Who is the adult,
who’s connected hand is still empty?

母さんどうして
育てたものまで
自分で壊さなきゃならない日がくるの?

バラバラになったコラージュ
捨てられないのは
何も繋げない手
君の手つないだ時だって…

※Be my last… be my last…
Be my last… be my last…
どうか君が be my last…※

慣れない同士でよく頑張ったね
間違った恋をしたけど
間違いではなかった

何も掴めない手
夢見てたのはどこまで?

With my hands With my hands
With my hands With my hands
私の手で be my last…

いつか結ばれるより
今夜一時間会いたい

何も繋げない手
大人ぶってたのは誰?

The illusion reflected in the mirror, while I’m minding it
not realizing it, it’s starting to move faster

“It is fine to go anywhere,” it is said
My halfwill is marked entirely in gray color

The flicker of the flame tonight will paint my dream too
The tip of your brush, isn’t it drying up?

The blue sky, when you can’t see it, open up a blue umbrella
That’s fine. The canvas is yours
The white flag, raise it only at the time when you’ve given up
Now, in the bright red color like a bullfighter calling out

The colour also fades under the fluorescent light
On the white and black chessboard, I ran into you

We, at one time, when we were lost, we cuddled up together
Since that month do you still remember it?

The orange setting sun, next to you, I’m watching it
It could have been good but the mouth is the origin of all harm
The black clothes, you wear it only when you’re praying for the deceased
On purpose, in the bright red color, the rouge traces remained

Already, in myself, there are no more dreams, like the case of unpainted pictures
Paint and smash it, the canvas, as many times as needed
The white flag, raise it only at the time when you’ve given up
For now, I am your unknown color

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Eternally Craziest Life's~

2009-10-18T14:23:00.009+08:00

So cute! My stupid cat :D
Her name is Chubby =P She is the mother of the 5 kittens. And the wife of Tommy :D

Taken by last morning :o
When I started to get ready my laptop :P

Last nite, I cant even sleep !!!
I woke up around 1.00 midnight.
My whole family was sleeping. Including my cat :/
So I plug in my earphone and on music.
Than sleep :)
I dreamt about Namie Amuro lol. Her performence :Z

Alright.
Gonna blog about last Friday.

I got duty on that day :]
I'm terrific happy. And the bad news is. My junior is my enemy LOL!
Well.. We Petrol the UPPER sec block :D
We dun dare to go the toilet when we are alone.

After that we chit-chat about lifes. Haha.
Than report to our classroom for exam =x
We are merely late for our exam =x

While I'm on the way, Ms Michelle suddenly appeared on me.
She pass me the radio.
Meaning, I have to help her carry the radio..
Than when I'm in the classroom.
I was busy taking care of my 2T1 class :D

Finally they had settle down..
I set up the radio =x

Than went to my seats.
And get ready for the English Listening Comprehension.

After EL LC.
Ms Michelle make the whole class stay back to write a farewell letter to Mr Ang :)
And the WHOLE class including Ms Michelle force ME to make a speech for Mr Ang infront of the whole SCHOOL!

I DUN WANNA MAKE A SPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =x
Not like last time. I mess up the announcement thingy. =X
I CANT READ THE CURSIVE HANDWRITING WHAT

Well Saturday :
Woke up early.
Went to the cemetery located in old chou chu kang road :D

Were gonna visit

Father Side :
Grandma, Grandpa, Great Grandma (Grandma mum) & Auntie

Mum Side :
Grandpa & Auntie

Well After visiting my relative in this area.. We head out to the very old old old area with so many tall grass cemetery. Beside the mosque there :o

To visit:

Father Side : Great Grandmother (Grandma mother)
Mum Side : Grandfather Dam scary leh...

One of the tombstone broken!!!
Because there is this FREAKING FUCKING gigantic Tree GROWN on it!
I was LIKE WTF!
Woah my grandfather on the old block there..
Dam sickening and so old.. the tombstone..
At the head there... theres.. theres are so many ant nest on the head.
So my mum Throw the water over there and scold the ants LOL!
Woah.. the grave.. So dam old.. The name gonna dissapear :/

Well we pray..
After that we relax on the benches provided even though is in the center of the gravesite LOL!

Well my sister said. "When I died, I wan my grave to PINK!" LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

After Cemetery,
We went to

For our Lunch-Dinner :)
We ate at the Banquet there :D
I ate Chicken Rice Claypot & Bian mian Mee With Milk !!
And for the dessert is Rainbow Ice-Kachang xD

Than go shopping :/
And of course we collect a birthday cake from "Begawan Solo" xD COFFEE CAKE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Than went home. I was sleeping btw on the lorry :/

xXrUhAzZiQXx

Acacia colored rain falls upon me, I cry
untill the spring breeze takes me over the moon
Your smiling face, your gestures, the things I love
about you, I think they’re for real, so I hold them close to me

When our eyes met, it felt like a wave hit me
with you by my side, I forgot all about myself

Your passion, your voice, your heart
they have faded away
and yet I hold them close to me

On cold nights I lay in bed shivering
like a child, waiting for a miracle

Before the tears dry, I look up at the sky
beautiful and sad things twinkling like the stars
I call out for a trace of evidence
that you are coming back, and hold onto it

Acacia colored rain falls upon me, I cry
as the spring breeze freezes me a little
Your smiling face, your gestures, all the things you do
I love them so, so I hold them close to me

~Phoenix Unite With Music's~

2009-10-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

Freaking Fed up with studying =.=
Although My Math Paper 1 is on Monday. Followed by Math paper 2 on Tuesday too =/
Last Thursday, Home Economic Lesson dam freaking fun =p
Ms Michelle & Mdm Warda story us about their childhood hehe =p

Anyway, Yesterday.. Done my English Paper 2 :o
It was a dam hypernotic easy perhaps :(
Except for the Survey thingy.
For that section, I struggled doing the question :/
Well..
After finishing my paper.
I went to sleep =x

WoWo!!!!
I was dreaming about "Alone in the classroom"
Doing homework...
Lots of shadowish reflection of humans beings staring at me.

Wow.. =x
Fascinating dream. When I heard the school bell rang. Suddenly everything dissolve and I woke up. Than Mr Ang went back to the staffroom. And our favourite co-form teacher Ms Michelle take over for 10 minutes?

What kind of invigilation is this? Mr Ang has been with us for 1 hour =O
Well what a strange exam timetable for the teachers.

So I check my paper...
I saw 1 question I never do =x

"What does 'Our Global City of Singapore' means to you?"

Tehehe =x

Well exam over. Went out school..
Ride bus no.7 to bedok interchange~
Went to the bubble tea shop to buy "Vanilla Milkshake" yummy =p

Of course. I ride Bus. no 9 =P
oOo~ Saw Hisham, 3 Wans, Faizul walking along =o
Than reach bus no 9 stop...

Sit on the Upper deck... and enjoy my "Vanilla Milkshake" Tehehe =p
Went home, bath and sleep LOL! Although is 11 in the morning yet.
Aiyo..
I sleep on my room floor. And of course I on my laptop :D
My cat were also sleeping too infront of my laptop hehe =p

Woke up, It is 1.00 =x
My sister came home. Buy Instant Jjamyien =p (Korean Black Noodle Sauce)
So I woke up, help mum cook :]
My mum cook "Kimchi soup with dongchan paste"
As for me, I cook instant noodle only.. After that mix it with the sauce provided.
I gotta admit... Their Instant Jjamyien got a stong taste like Soy Bean sauce.
I prefer my mum cooking. It taste fair. And even it have meat =O not like the instant.
Only have meat chips -.-

This is Jjamyien that my mum made it. It Taste so good :D Firstly You just need to mix it up =D

As for today,

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!"

Well, celebrations... of course
In the morning... Ate breakfast... On laptop ehehe play GTA san andreas, gunbound and of course facebook games. Than peek at my friends blog.

Wow...
I am so dam thirsty So I drank Ice-cream soda =p

Than MSN... Mateen chat me.. Ask me to teach him Math about Data Fillings :o
Teach him and scanned my answer key to send him via online :P

While I'm studying :X
My Big Fat Cat Tomy. Always love to disturb me :P
I tried to move him.. But He want to stay there...
He wants me to play with him :D
Of course I gotta be careful with it.
He may bite me of course :o

I even wrap him up in a folder plastic xD

Someone whispers
In a faint voice
To the sparking stars
A promise I once heard

Ah, when the scars of the soulS hurt
They long for their mother

Fading intermittently
I hear the prayer of the voice
In the middle of the dark
Soon, you will not be alone
It’s alight
The power to love is neverending

Round, clear eyes
Smile innocently
Every angel
Is surely happy

Ah, without knowing love
Dryed up hearts
Hate and get hurt

Strong and unkind
You sharpen you heart
However, it’s won’t work
It will make you lonely
But it’s alright
Truth is in loving thoughts

The red wings of the heart burn
Include a prayer, and fly away
We all have but one life

In the emptiness of a dream
You are torn apart, shouting
Wandering around
Not yet reaching the end
It’s alright
Wipe your tears, and sleep

Fading intermittently
I hear the prayer of the voice
In the middle of the dark
Soon, you will not be alone
It’s alight
The power to love is neverending

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Be A Winner~

2009-10-04T12:05:00.003+08:00

Yawn~
Yesterday went home so dam dam dam dam freaking late!!
Went home about 4 at the midnight :(
Yesterday visit 3 house in a row. After that we went to auntie house to discuss about family matter. For 3 HOURS LOL! 12.30 - 2.30 =,=
I was like dozing off on the chair with my mum :C
While we were going home, My mum and Dad told/force me to pray when going home late.
So that I could not see any ghost la at night when walking around so late hours.

Wow... The road is so scary not so many cars..
Yesterday, is raining though :o
We still go "Jalan Hari Raya" about 7 plus we are ready.
So I help my dad set up a tent on the lorry :o
Than 7.15 were ready to go to auntie house :O

Wow only my uncle and auntie follow us LOL!
Thats bad lor
I be sitting behind with my uncle. I must not listen to my music anymore -.-
I must chat with him lol.(He always love to chat)
Well...

He talk about how to pick a subject in school.
And told me to pick wisely because it is your own pavement of life.
Than I was like nodded my head so many time =x

Than we talk about CCA, family matter, families

Than we reach the Bedok Reseirvoir there...
Park the lorry -.-
My mum told my auntie and uncle as well as me...
She say that my uncle (mum side) kidnapped me when I was a baby!
Because he got 3 daughther in a row. And He always wanted a son.
~.~

Went inside the house.
MY UNCLE KEEP HITTING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.<
He even force me to eat the kuih muih LOL!
When I was observing what my dad talkings...
My uncle... hit me... about 23 times????
I even count !
=x

Than set off to Chou Chu Kang =x
Dam far of course...
Now can listen to music in the highway hehe!
Than suddenly when my head turn right... I saw 5 cars accident in a row on the other side of the highway!!!
WOW!
Too bad cant take pictures... My father is speeding at that time :o
The other side of the road is jammed becaused of that. I even saw so many traffic police car and a tow car.
My uncle say "Singapore is so kiasu today."

=x Than plug in back my earpieces =p
Reach already...
Went in the house =x
My mum told me to sit on the carpet hehe =x
Dam cuishy =P
Than I attack the Nachos Chips dam yummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Than spend so many hours there...

Finally, its time to head to Woodlands LOL! sure dam far 1 =p
My dad lost his way in woodlands =x
Finally he found the block... Park there =o
Wow... my relatives is house 12 floor up...
And the Lift is sucks.. dam slow!!

Well in my mind I say wow!!! His house so dam big...
in an HDB flat somemore :D Got 6 rooms lol........

Than lastly went to auntie... In the lorry I was sleeping :X till we reach than ... ate dinner so late hours :o over there... Because they force us to eat... Than we discuss about family matter =o

Well...
Today Woke up 12.00
Tomorrow is Malay & English Exam =/
Now I'm gonna study for my malay...
Tomorrow I volunteer my self to stay back for Math remedial with Mdm Ng 1.00 - 2.00
But then my paper end at 11.30...
So I decided to ask Mr Ang to gave us math math remedial on 11.30 - 12.30 =O
I'm worried about my math though..
Anyway Im not alone :P
I'm with Lewis & Mohd Shafiq..

Well I gotta go to study..

At the green field of flower, the sun sets
Looking out over the edge of the mountain
There is only mist
The gentle spring breeze blows, I look at the sky
Where the evening moon is suspended, the air faintly fragrant

The firelight of the village, and the color of the forest
The small road in the middle of the fields, which people follow
The croacking of the frogs, and the sound of the bells
They are as if a blur, in the misty moonlit night

Listen, listen
When you shut your eyes
The wind, the stars
You can hear their songs

At the green field of flower, the sun sets
Looking out over the edge of the mountain
There is only mist
The gentle spring breeze blows, I look at the sky
Where the evening moon is suspended, the air faintly fragrant

Far far-away
Into the distant future
The strong, strong
Radiate the light

Everything, everything
Born from Mother Nature
It lives, lives on

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Exams Around The Corner~

2009-09-28T21:06:00.004+08:00

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

I'm worried about my studying though =x
So anyway,

During school time.
I lost my voice!
Every period keep scolding to my WHOLE class.

Wanna know why?
First period ... During ART lesson with Ms Lazaroo,
Hisham and the malay boys were playing soccer around my class corridor.
Another 10 minutes... The ball hit the Light bulb tube.
I was like WTF LA~!

Fucking niama no brain. He really deserve to get so many scolding.
Mother fuckers. Everytime gave trouble to my whole freaking class.

Than recess.
Ate Mee Maggi Goreng :o
Than go up to my class. Saw Regina lol.
Sitting around the staircase there :o

And I'm so lonely in my class =/
Take out my mp4 and listen some japanese music !

Than Science =/
Mr Ng teach us about electricity oOo
I found it more interesting. Let me hope that the dumb ass Hisham put that chapter on his rounded head.

Than, English.
Do Essay writing :L
So Jilat lol..
Ms Tan so funny today.
She were dancing in the class LOOOOOOOL when she on the instruction thingy music. Dunno what thing =x (Although she so old also can dance like a little girl jumping around)

After that is CME.
Ms Eudora Tan call me.

"Hello Ruhazziq right, I'm sure you in class. Tell your whole class to go to the Computer Lab 4. To do CME survey"

OMG! Got 30 question??
So many!!
Well I anyhow answer :X
Try my luck lor haha =p

Than... Ms Tan allowed us to surf internet when we finish the survey!
I go to my blog of course =x Than the class blog :D

Than went home,
Ride Bus 38.
I'm surprised that Arfah is also riding bus 38 ;x
Than went home. BATH & SLEEP!!!

Woke up ate dinner anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
on my lappy of course hehe! Till now my laptop is on my lappy ^^,

Well Good Night!
Need to sleep !

Spread your arms wide.
Let's clap our hands and walk together.
When you start running
come here and we'll begin together.

I don't particularly feel like
walking in front of anyone.
But I don't feel like walking
behind anyone either.

If one of you yells "YES!"
Then I'll get in line and
yell "YES!" as well.

Spread your arms wide.
Let's clap our hands and walk together.
When you start running
come here and we'll begin together.
You are my pride.

In these seemingly worthless days
there is hidden a trick to being happy.
It was made for
everyone to share.

It's ok if
you don't win.
If that happens then
let's lose together.

~Fly High~

2009-09-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

Bo lang!

Havent been blog in ages because of Hari Raya & Family Arguements LOL!

Selamat Hari Raya :D
Late post of course.

Friday & Saturday me got "Jalan Hari Raya" Thingy... I will be sososo busy!
Im so totally malu :/
I be wearing smart shirt !!
Its to hypocrite for me to wore it LOL!

Anyway,
Last Tuesday school was dam fun :)
During Home Economic.. the other group were be baking a "Rock Bun"
The other group.... Mdm Warda is not in school =/ So thats bad la!
I go General Office to search for a RT. Than they appoint me as taking care of my class???
WTF?

Haiz. So I allowed them to play handphone tehehe!

Well..
Blog about today :/
I have been suffered from a very very big blow today :/
Is to risky to blog about that =,=

Today. PE !! CANCELLED =P
We go computer lab and do wateva we want haha!
IN UR FACE! =x
Even though other classes do PE in the hall & mph !!

Than Science. Mr Ng... told us ghost stories that he just encountered last week in this school :o
He is at the backstage! Toilet lol..
Im scared blogging about this...

After that Home Econ. Mdm Warda bring us to the Needlework room.
She was so dam funny haha =x
Story us about her childhood and how she celebrated hari raya :o
And she even told us about some glorious food LOL!

Than went home ...
Went Bedok Interchange to buy Takoyaki!! (Octopus Ball) YUMMY!
Than... Ride 168 stop at Bedok Reservoir Park to ride Bus no.5 =o
lol.. Qayyum, Syafiq & the 2 Shafiwah were so noisy in the bus lol..

Anyway. Went home..
Bath and ate lunch :o
Than went to sleep... So dam tiring today..
Woke up wow! It's already 8.00 midnight LOL!
ate dinner around 8.15 =/

Than on laptop. Play Facebook games haha :p
And Gunbounding~
Than blog =p

Exam is around the corner ...
I'm worried about my malay and math!
Well Good luck to me.

xXrUhAzZiQXx

I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten so used to seeing.

Even if I come here again some time
I'll see the same sky in the same way
Maybe I thought too much
about whether or not you could call it beautiful.
After a little sleep let's hurry again tomorrow.

I'm afraid. The steps I can't take
pile up, and turn into a long, long
path untraveled; I'm too late.
During that time, I started thinking that
somehow maybe even this place isn't so bad.
I kept giving myself reasons.

In reality, since as long as I haven't understood even once,
I've been pretending to understand everything.

I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten used to seeing.

Somehow everything seems small, and
what I thought was a small lump was
the sky I look up at that has no end.
Maybe because it's too wide.
Maybe because I was next to you.

I wanted to understand it with my head, but
I envy looking back at
someone, somewhere that I missed.

I'll forever be demanding something that isn't there.
I've been thinking like that since I met you.

It's all in this hand for sure.
I mustn't leave my dreams here.
It's all in this hand for sure.
I don't need a predetermined future.

It's all in this hand for sure.
If it doesn't move, I can't move it, but
It's all in this hand for sure.
If I don't start it, it never will.

~Funny & Heavy Day For Me?~

2009-09-18T19:38:00.004+08:00

LOL! This was taken during heavy rain after school :D
It was dam dark when I'm taking picture of ma'

Oh well..
Today come school a little bit late :/
So I never help Mr Ang :D

Of course as a councillor and the chairman. I must be fully responsible for my class what :)
Their behaviour is improving :D
Althought my class I assigned so many leaders. My theme for them is, Everybody can be Leader. If you have PRIDE of course :O

Take attendance :/
Syazwani has been absent from school so many day's.
Her father rejected my calls & Mr Ang calls.
I bet is family matter,

Well. Is my problem what LOLS!
After assembly... Mr Ang signal me to meet him.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
MR ANG LOST HIS VOICE OMG!
AND SOUNDED LIKE SO SEXY?? LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THATS WHAT HE SAY TO THE WHOLE CLASS LMAO!

The bad news is... I gonna become a parrot during CPA lesson -.-
Mdm Tong never come lol!
The trainee teacher Mr Zafir never prepare lesson -.- (I prefer Mrs Teng & Ms Hanis Teaching us next year :P)

Ok... First period is Math... Me go help Mdm Ng tell her what I dun understand about Math.
She decided teach whole about that lor =P
WOW! My math teacher got 2 again :P
Mr Zafir also lol!
Mdm Ng so bad hor! She treat him like a dog LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

Recess time!
Do nothing :P
So the malay student need to stay back!
Because got RED period every Friday mah!

I teach them about "Care & Concern" according to what Mr Ang Script say -.-
So, last Wednesday I think... I e-mail some of the lesson planning to the whole class!
But I send it to some wrong people lor =x I lazy! So I send it to the whole TPSS email =x

Than English, Never do anything :o
Watch Movie. Because Ms Tan last day. She say that Mdm Azlina will be returning :o
I thought she quit school!
Wow!

Next week,
My class got 2 co-form teacher :X
Ms Michelle & Mdm Nurul :O
Mr Ang gonna retired on October..
I am so dam shy making a speech again to the whole school!

Even though that i'm good in english + orals... I still cant face seeing so many people staring at me. And I speak so.... nervous la! So Ms Michelle take over my job to the speech!
(THANK YOU MS MICHELLE! I know you reading my blog!!!)

Than SS lesson... do SS test !

Than went home!

Bath & on laptop :D

Play Restaurant city lmao!

And gunbounding of course :P

Well...

Bye~! (I miss my TUBA!)

A single ship makes black waves

I want to see a lot of scenery
It’s just other people who choose to see it in a framed picture
It’s a game of hide and seek, I’ll keep playing forever

The spring sunrays shine on me

I talked to Dad again
It’s a game of hide and seek, and the one who's "it" won't come out

Has even this day called today
Been decided for me from the beginning?
It’s a game of hide and seek, what happens next is up to you

~Showed Empathy towards Other's~

2009-09-17T21:28:00.004+08:00

Opening for Janet Jackson
She did this for her brother :)
And her dance move is also exactly the same as her late brother.
After she dance. She thinks about her brother in her way of expression

Today just found out this cruelsome story by mother fuck Kanye West.

He insulted Taylor Swift and embarrased Beyonce :/ I know how Taylor Swift felt like.
I can see her shaking non -stop and trying to act normal.
So she left the stage to prepare her performence in a subway.
After that,

Lady GaGa perform her Paparazzi Song. What a terrific bloody performence.
I love it so much plus it meaningful too!
The performence is about the pressure of the fame and the paparazzi can lead stars to suicide.

So ya..
After that, Beyonce came to collect her trophy for her video for A year!
Than... She called Taylor Swift to come to the stage :D
Dam touching..
Taylor Swift make a speech than finish =x

Anyway back to my life story =x
Reach school dam early :O
Lucky is raining :D
I was all alone in Mr Ang classroom =x
So I sang my song over there haha!
So and then.. 7.45 go staffroom look for Mr Ang..
Carry somethings lor.
We never do anything... Mr Ang comment about me to the whole class :(

"You guys are lucky to have responsible & good leadership of class leader"
"You see other classes? Their chairman and councillor never even dare to use whiteboard to teach class about Characther Education and Respect"

LOL I am so touch by all of this thing he say to my class ^^
Than suddenly Sir Nicholas come lol...
So I give the absentees form =x

So anyway.
Go to Mother Tongue Room.
Today Mdm Zuariah Last day.
And next week my class got 3 form teacher =O
Mdm Nurul will be returning :O
I hope Ms Michelle still be our co-form teacher hehe!

So anyway PE never do anything :o
Only do Light PT!

Than recess go library...
Do homework =x
Teach my friend about Math -.-

Than Science...
Do workbook activities...

After that...
Home Economic...
It is my embarrasing period what =x
Ms Michelle embarrass me infront of the whole class..
Dunno what things la.!!
If I tell someone... She sure kill me =x
It is SECRET!

Than... English do listening comprehension!
I pass of course...
Than went home straight!
Ride bus 38 from bedok interchange...
Sleep the whole ride lucky never miss my stop!
I woke up around Eastpoint bus-stop there!!

Reach home... Bath & Sleep for a while and on laptop watch VMA
about Taylor Swift =x
Alright Need to sleep!
gOooOD Night!

When you thought you'd reach your goal
did you notice it was really still far away?
How far should you go?
What will you do on the endless days?

You fly on and on. If you're tired
you can rest your wings, so
I'll be here.

If you go on a trip,
if that day comes,
let's start together from there.

Will you try to blindly believe in the light,
or will you fear the darkness?

If your ever-flying wings
can flap no longer,
I'll warm them.

There must be someone
who needs you.
That person
is surely always
smiling by your side.

You fly on and on. If you're tired
You can rest your wings, so
I'll be here.

Sometime everyone goes on a trip,
and that day will surely come.
As much as we can throw everything out,
the tale of two people
that begins here
is filled with anxiety and hope.

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~First Day OF School Perhap's?~

2009-09-14T17:55:00.003+08:00

Finally. Mrs Teng send this photo via her msn :)
Because I ask for it.
So anyway,

This picture has been taken from Computer Lab 4 during CPA lesson :D
It is Mrs Teng & Ms Hanis for teaching us CPA.
So in the future Mr Ang & Mdm Wendy Tong will be teaching us.
Next year, Mrs Teng will be taken over Mr Ang :(
I hope she became our form teacher though :(

So today. Ride Bus no.9 and alight at Tanah merah... ride bus no.2
Reach school dam fucking terrific fast of course haha's!
Wow. I'm alone in my class hangout place! :X

after 10 minutes they arrived -.-
It weird though for waiting for them :S
So and then..assemble on my class =/
Dam sad... I got no duty for the whole day :/

Oh well.. It is my break :X
So ya.. Help Mr Ang of course :D
And then.. attend lesson :O

First period we had ART.
But we do our Home Econ Common test.
Dam Brainstorming of course :D
So I tried my best hehe!!
Im sure I pass :)

2ndly...
Recess..
Mr Ang pass me some leadership test thingy...
He ask me to invigilate Mohd Shafiq & Ismial during recess period -.-
They are suppose to complete the test about Leadership Mangement.
LOL!

Finally is Science.
Mr Ng never gave us work.
We just relaxed and do our 2 pages workbook.
WOW after that we can relax :)
Of course my class is a slacker what..?

Than English do english broadcast :/

Nothing to blog next lesson though haha!

Went Bedok Interchange...
Go Shien Song bye groceries :o
Than ride bus no.9 to home..!!

Go home... Bath and on laptop
Finally they had posted for this video...!!!!
I love it so much
This time is live tour.. It is a best performence and new dance step!!
I admire her so much

Namie Amuro - Dr

We were seeking for freedom
Got hurt and did sinful things
My dear comrads
Who were so immature and awkward

I wonder if an adult with a child's mind
Should be called an adult
I cannot yet live cleverly

We're free to go anywhere we want
We're free to do anything we want
Against what and till when do I keep on fighting?

In this place
Where I feel stress even when breathing

I've come to be able to smile
Even when I feel no fun
I wonder if I have changed

We're free to go anywhere we want
We're free to do anything we want
Maybe I keep on fighting against freedom

We're free to go anywhere we want
We're free to do anything we want
Maybe I keep on fighting against freedom

When I felt the warmth of someone I passed by
Tears welled in my eyes suddenly

I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Visit's the Love of Eternal Lifes~

2009-09-13T17:57:00.004+08:00

Today. Woke up 5.00 to ate breakfast. Than sleep for 1 hour and woke up around 7+
Gettin ready to go to cemetery. We will be going together with my auntie family :O
Not with that fucker's uncles(3) & auntie (1). Meaning.. we wont be visiting people house hari raya with that fuckers of hooligans jerks jack ass :D
We be going with auntie!!

Anyway.
So me, mum & father will be going to cemetery -.-
I'm the alone child who be following lol!
So my father drive lorry to auntie block.
Saw her and she and my cousin ride it :)

Along the highway was dam scary.
I managed to take photo of the Singapore Flyer.
Luckily I never fall off though!
Dam far!! The cemetery is located at Old Chou Chu Kang :/

Haiz..
So I listen to my soothing J-pop music :D

"Sweeter than heaven"
"Hotter than hell"

Finally reach the cemetery -.-
My Leg was totally dam NUMB!!
Including my ears too.
So pray and pray.

Firstly we visit my grandfather..
We pour some flowers and rose perfume water??
And water the plants!!
Finally they builded their tombstones :D
Is dam beautiful and shiny now!!

My Grandpa & Grandma is soso like Romeo & Juliet

So we make their tombstone a silver marble. Tehehe!!
So erm. after that.. we visit grandma grave :O
Pray and pray...

After that ride lorry back.. we going to another block to visit my auntie!
Wow her grave also dam nice :)
It fills with joyful of pebbles although there is centipede, ants & spider around it.
Pray & Pray.

Than we go to another block to search for my auntie (mum side)
lol... we having trouble searching her. Because we do not know the plot number haha!!
So we seperate ourselves and search.
It dam scary if you are alone searching a graveyard in the CEMETERY!
Than my mum found it. So she shout "Found it" in malay of course lol.

OMG !
The grave... It is so dam freaking old!!
So many black dusty around this white ceremic tombstone :/
And the pebble has been dry out ;o
So we clean it with cold water ehehe!
So and then we pray.

My mum say.. She died when I was 3 years old.
My mum say she always play around with me.
lol but I cant remember anything.
So anyway. We pray & pray lor.

So next stop.. we be going to an very very very old muslim cemetery!!
So ride Lorry...
Exit this original cemetery..
And head to an very old cemetery!
It is dam scary!!
If it is at night -.-

There were so many CROPS and weeds and tall grass!!!!
AND I saw this very very very very big tree on a GRAVE!!!!!
EVEN the tombstone has been broken into pieces AND plus it cover around the whole tombstone.
I am so dam fucking SHOCK!

So ya..
We dun dare seperate ourselves of course -.-
We visit my grand father (mum side "Her father")
She was so dam mad.. Because her father grave has been so dried and the tombstone.... is sososososo old... and the names is about to be vanish =/

Beside my grand father grave..
There is a grave of course.. But the grave is so dam awful looking!!!
There were 2 big scary tree cover that whole grave
I can even see the stones in pieces...
So erm.. Pray & pray lor..

Than went to Pasir Panjang to buy some dried foods & vegetables :D
After go Shien Shong Bedok Interchange..
We buy soft drinks for hari raya things teehehe!!

Im the one who pick the flavour for my family!!!
Sprite
Ice Cream Soda F&N
Strawberry Mirinda
Green Apple Mirinda

So ya we send auntie and cousin back home..
I help carry the things :) Of course mube rajin rajin ma!!
Than finally I can sit infront to enjoy the aircon hehe!!
So next we off to buy cat food located at pasir ris..
We buy 9 Kg of Cat food that would last a month :)

Than went home...
Cut Hair....
Bath....
Sleep....
Play Laptop....
HAHAHAHAHAH =x
Ok...
Bye.. need help my mum cook dinner -.-

The season I was looking forward to has come
The wind is stirring, the city is taking life

The morning comes earlier than usual
I feel I can walk well only for that

There are plenty of terrible news around nowadays
But please don't leave pleasure behind because of sadness

The short summer is starting now
How many memories can I make?
The sun is just shining bright
And the waves are always rolling on the shore

The distorted, sharp sky among the buildings
The sky I saw once was wide and limitless

I thank you for being by my side and giving me a gentle smile
Even when my heart is covered with clouds

It's not a matter of course, but might be of necessity
I never forget this feeling that I certainly have what I should protect

This short summer will come to an end
As I know
Nothing is so nice as the ordinary days

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Have just returned.~

2009-09-09T22:39:00.003+08:00

Hi. I'm back blogging :)
Since that I got the "Energy" to blog. HAHA!
Anyway spend my time on bed for about so many days. Dam booOOOoring staying at home.
Ah. On my laptop. Play facebook game.
The mafia things. LOL.. Dun quite know how to play that game =/

Hmm..
This Saturday is a big day for me. Got the Kenduri thing...
6.00 - 9.00 I think night time. Break fast together with relatives.
It's my grandfather 40 days already :O
Well its time be persistent not to sleep until 12.00 in the afternoon -.-

Today suffered so much headace..
Dam painful when I come to think something :'(

Today TPSS website just posted new class timetables :o
My English teacher. Ms Irena Tan will be teaching us for 1 year OMG!
No more Mdm Azlina due to her pregnancy :(
Better improved my English:(

Anyway.
Nothing to blog much this week.. well..
Thanks for the wishes guys haha..

xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~HAPPY birthday RUHAZZIQ X]~

2009-08-24T20:06:00.002+08:00

So many people wishes me hehe!
Including my wonderfuls classes & friends =p

Wonderful friends :
Ismail, Tiara, Marissa, Husnu, Kah Wei, Hwee Ling, Samantha, Afifah, Shafiqah, Ridhwan, Hakim, Melly, Emily, Alino, Sally, Ivy, Miko, Faiz, Kenny & Sandra.

Wonderful Teachers :
Mr Ang Beng Chin, Mr Hafiz, Ms Michelle, Ms Eudora Tan, Ms Tan, Ms Rinah(SMS), Mr Chong, Ms Lazaroo, Mdm Zuariah, Mr Alex, Mr Lee & Mr Ng

Wonderful Classmates:
Jessie, Liyana, Khalisah, Sabreena, Arfah, Nabilah, Hisham, Mohd Shafiq, Lewis, Elisha, Ismail Muslim, Hadri, Riduan, Ridwan, Azhari, Qayyum, Shameel, Nor Shafiq, Regina, Izzat & Faizul

Wonderful Families :D

So anyway.
Woke up early. Ate oat meals. Than sleep on floor in my room. Tham cooling and refreshing thought is my birthday today. It is my best day to be sleeping so comfortable that i had never had before in my whole life =)

So bath & get ready to school.
Ride Bus no.9 alight at Tanah Merah.
Ride Bus no.2 to school =)
Saw shorty in the bus hehe!
So strange that she alight at Bedok MRT station =p

REACH school.
Firstly. my classmate wish me happy birthday hehe!
Than report for duty =o
I kena Flag Duty =P
Luckily Mistika set up the flag thingy..
I still do not know how to tie the flag thingy thing!!!

So I'm doing the Singapore Flag.
This time I only mess up a little bit -.-

Slow - Fast - Very Fast

So and then..
I getting ready to move my bag to the Basketball court duty post. And ya hehe!! Ismail wish me happy birthday =O THANKS =P

Sit at the benches near the basketball court there =o
Sitting there talking to Marissa & Tiara :O
Than lastly when the assembly ended =o
They wishes me happy birthday hehe!!
THANKS! =p

Went back to class :/
~skip~

During Recess period.
Went down to the bookshop to buy new foolscape paper =o
I buy red colour hehe! Last time was Orange :P
Then went back to class...
Do English NPPA report & scripts.

Than English - Math...
During Math it was a exciting period hehe! MDM NG NEVER COME WOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I LOVE IT =P Mr Alex allowed us to electronic devices yeah =p So I listen to my music hehe =p

Than went for a break =/
Go to Library with Khalisah, Arfah, Nabilah & Sabreena.
Than I saw The boys over there =o
So I join them with the fun :Z
I on computer.. See my blog..
Than Facebook =/

Than school bell ring. We go assemble at the parade squares. On my way there Ismail wishes me again haha dam funny :P

1.30 went to the swimming complex -.-
Malay fasting wat!!! why must we walk there. Waste my energy -.-
Over there.. still got PT -.- I HATE IT.
So over there.. Memorising the band scores :X
And learning the fingering !!!!!!!!!! I TRIED MY BEST! AND I DUNNO WHY I KEEP FORGETING ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
No wonder my seniors kept scolding me -.-

Than went back to school. Go band room. Talk to Mr Kenny Tan about my problem.
Than take my tuba and sit beside Hwee Ling. Than practice & practice the basic.
To my astonishment... I wonder my tuba sounded like "GRrrrrr..." I bet my lips is so itchy!!!!!
And dam dried out... and my tongue too -.- So embarrasing.............. My tuba sounded like that just because my whole mouth is too dry =S
I playing a "Grrrr" sound to sir nichoclas & mam khadijah... Haiz.. I really need to work on peech. Practice the basic first than you can start playing it. The Basic things is very important. Thats what I learn today. It was a worse scolding from Mam Khadijah. Anyway, I wanna prove her that I can read notes very well. BUT I KEEP FORGETING THE NOTES. I DUNNO WHY. No wonder I'm in the technical class -.- So of course. Is all my fault even Hwee Ling work harder. I wonder why I cant work more harder than by memorising the fingerin's thinggy =_=

So anyway.
Went home late. Reach home at 7.05 Than bath & Eat Nasi Lemak.. Dessert is Chendol not Bandung anymore haha!!

Seeesh!!
I wont be playing my laptop for a week =o
Because my laptop is gonna be repaired.
If you guys wanna contact me. Do search me at the 2T1 classroom =D

Today was a great day for me :O
THANKS GUYS =)

The sky is turning little by little
From blue to orange
The colours are getting mixed
And dyeing the city deeply

Were you crying?
I didn't turn my face

If it's fine tomorrow, I will go to that sea
Changing the pain with the tears shed yesterday
Into tenderness

Above my head is just the wind blowing
With the sunlights between the clouds
And the sound of the waves rolling on the shore
Is washing everything away

I feel I have found out
What I have been looking for so long

If it's fine tomorrow, I will go to see you
Yes I will be long with you
Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow

Even if it rains tomorrow
I will go to see you
And give this song to you

If it's fine tomorrow, I will go to that sea
The pain with the tears shed yesterday are changing
Into tenderness

If it's fine tomorrow, I will go to see you
Yes I will be long with you
Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow

xXrUhAzZiQXx is so happy today =)

~What A Boring Day Today~

2009-08-23T21:23:00.005+08:00

TOMORROW MY BIRTHDAY!!

Just taken with my Laptop Webcam ehehe!
Isnt my panther so cute =x

Yesterday,
Woke up early. Ate breakfast and sleep back =o
Of course is the First of Phastings what haha!
Than woke up 8+ Follow mum & dad to all kinds Muslim Mosque including beside the cemetery :D
We donate all my grandpa & grandma money to them. Is to charm them of course =x
You know la.. I dunno how to explain it thought is in malay =o

Went home late.. about 4+
So I bath and SLEEP!
BUT I on my laptop.
FOR nothing =x
But I charge my laptop and my Mp4 at that time =o

So I slept on my bed for couple of hours =p
And woke up about 6.30 hehe!
Break fast at 7.13?
So watch TV.
MTV world stage hehe!
Lady GaGa live YEAH!
Paparazzi rules =p

Finally.
Me ate Chicken rice.
Every year... 1st day of puasa...
My mum cook chicken rice =p
Dam delicious yummy!

Yesterday I feel like blogging.. But suddenly I felt so tired..
And went to bed =/

TODAY!
Woke up early again..
Than sleep...

Till 12.00 LOL!
Dam terrific today.
Is raining so heavily with thunder storm yeah!!!!!!
Woke up. Wash my mouth.. Because It become to dry!!!!!!!!
On my laptop.

Updated my blog.
Play Restaurant city ...
Make a surprised appearance at gunbound. I'm part of the VIP of course -.-
Than sleep =o
Woke up about 5.00+

On my laptop hehe =p
Go youtube.com
I watch this amazing performence by Ayumi Hamasaki haha!
Free & Easy 2006-2007 Countdown Live

Fantastic performance!!
I LOVE IT =P

So and then Break fast already.
Ate chicken rice =o
Than now blogging hehe!

10.30 I gonna watch my Korea Drama.
At channel 55 hehe!
I love the show so much
Is bodyguard show =p

Is dam dramatic and romance tsk tsk =P

While I'm blogging.
Mam Khadijah SMS me.
Tomorrow got sectional =)
I be coming late for it.
Because of the Swimming lesson. !!!!!!!!!!! -.-
PE
Even thought we no need to swim we still need to come hhhhhhhhhhh!!
Sitting on a grandstand reading books.
I prefer memorising the school song fully. -.-
Darn. Ms Liyana told us to read SS book only even thought she teach SS..

DAM BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORING.
Well.

I wanna pack my bag now.
Bye~

Every time we come to a fork in the road
We choose one and go forward
But the other way we didn't choose
Always looks so bright
Why?

What's a Beautiful Day?
What's a Beautiful Day?
When you hesitate over a choice, surely (You know)
What's a Beautiful Day?
What's a Beautiful Day?
You already know
That you are just hesitating to choose the answer you want to choose

It's a Beautiful Day
It's a Beautiful Day
You don't have to be afraid

We are scared of tomorrow
Because we are so anxious about what we haven't yet seen
But if tomorrow is too obvious to see
It's so much boring
Don't you think so?

What's a Beautiful Day?
What's a Beautiful Day?
It's easy to get a beautiful moment, but (You know)
What's a Beautiful Day?
What's a Beautiful Day?
You already know
That you can't get beautiful things just by being beautiful

TOMORROW MY BIRTHDAY!!

~Express Feeling's with Music~

2009-08-21T19:44:00.003+08:00

EXPRESS 09' gratitude of feelings here. How do you feel?
I know I'm lamers of hooligans.

I love to dance
Everybody calls me dancin’ pip
Midnight in the empty city offices
I’ll use the building’s windows as mirrors
And do it until I can’t dance any more
Until the sun starts to rise

Steppin’ out
I’ll keep steppin’ out
The beat hits my body like a wave
Poppin’ my body
I’ll keep poppin’ my body
I’m so excited
I’m overheating

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
What a ....

Ooh what a feelin’
I’m feeling so high
Ooh what a feelin’
I won’t be able to stop
Ooh what a feelin’

Show the world the best of me
Someday put my name in lights
I look at the shoes I wore out
So I could escape and reach the top
I’m proud of myself
I wanted to shine brighter than anyone
To brighten everyone’s hearts

Today,
It is a hyper action day for me of course.
Firstly. Woke up so dam early!!!
FOR NOTHING! $!$%)(^@#

"Everythings have changes" including the SBS buses!
Bus no.38 change to standing bus -.- only got fewer seats!!
And plus, it is dam cooling :D
Should wore my jacket ehehe!

Reach school dam late for something.
And I heard that Mdm Warda & Ms Michelle were looking for me -.-
Dam tiring! They put me in-charge alone in the kitchen =/
My job is to remind the 2T1 student to put the ingredients at the fridge !!!

And I saw Ms Michelle. She have a very terrible flu!!
Her nose become so red like my sister Lala :X
Haha.. I even told her that =x
She smack me OUCH!

Alright, after morning assembly... Got CPA lesson ...
Theory Lesson and Pop Quiz that is part of our progress card marks.
So I work hard for it to achieved the highest mark again.
Must not dissapoint, Mr Ang, Mdm Wendy Tong, Miss Hanis & Mrs Teng
And btw.. my CPA teacher suddenly become 4 teachers teaching.
We are so dam heroic shock.

After recess. Went to help Mr Ang carry something. So went up to the 4T1 classroom =/
Than went inside the staffroom.
And then.. RUN to the Home economic room!!!!!!
I fall down kena scratch so badly on my leg. AIKS!
Anyway dun care =x

Luckily Mdm Warda never scold me.
HEHE..

Firstly.. I take the chicken breast that teacher provide.
I take 2 breast... put inside a bowl.!!!

Than I cut the Capsicum in cubes.
And dun forget.. I must cut the Tomato in wedges too =P

Than I get the ingredients ready.

Such as..

Teacher provide :
Light Soya Sauce, Tomato Sauce, Curry Powder,

From Home:
Blended Paste (Ginger, Shallots & Garlic)

Thanly..
I mix the marinade item to the 2 chicken breast.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!

I must marinade the 2 chicken for 35 minutes =,=
With my bare handed =o
My partner only wash the dishes. He dun really deserve to get the marks.
So erm erm.

Finally 35 minutes...

Plus 5 more minutes marinade the tomato & capsicum together!!

Haiz good! Wash my hands up..
Than I pierce the item to make a KEBAB! in a satay stick :D
AND DUN FORGET to drizzle an oil in each stick!!!

I take 3. My partner take 1 !!!
And I make 1 for my form teacher =P
Mr Ang hehehe!!

So and then.. I grill the kebab in an oven =x
Mdm Warda help me to grill HAHA!!
Thank you TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yummy dam tasty!!
So and then I garnish it with Tomato Sauce. And Paper Umbrella =o
At that time I forgetten to take picture =.=

When we were washing up.

Regina & Syazwani gave me their food that they make :D
They gave me Fried Tempura 4 Chicken Breast & Fried Tempura 2 Prawns!!
YUMMY and of course they gave me a 1 bowl of rice -.-
So I fit everything inside my container HAHA!!

Ride Bus No.9 to go East Point..
Go NTUC buy 2 chicken..
Because tomorrow is Phasting :P
Of course every year.. First day of Phasting..
My mother will cook chicken rice and got the kenduri thing la haha!!

Hmm...
I was drench when on my way to home =o..

Went bath in hot spring water...
Than went to sleep..
Woke up modified my blog a little bit =o
I modified the the Music =p

And of course after that I memorising the scores from band :)
Im improving ... hehe -.-
Later kena scolding again... For not playing it...
Sigh ~

Oh well..

It's true, isn't it? It seems as though
we're headed for a new century. It's miraculous:
This is something you can only taste once.
Let's remember one more time.

On the day we arrived on this Earth
we were somehow happy,
and somehow it hurt.
We were crying
wow yeah wow yeah wow wow yeah

Reality is a traitor; it's easy
to misjudge things. So with your own two eyes
please decide the worth of this place.
Do it with your own standards.

We've arrived in these times.
But somehow things move on
So somehow we're standing here
and we're living through today.
wow yeah wow yeah wow yeah

We've arrived on this kind of world.
Somehow I'm very happy
somehow it hurts a lot.
While crying at the top of my lungs:
wow yeah wow yeah wow yeah

I've arrived in these times.
But I met you.

I've arrived in this kind of world.
So I was able to meet you.

On the day we arrived on this Earth
we were somehow happy,
and somehow it hurt.
We were crying
wow yeah wow yeah wow wow yeah

We've arrived in these times.
But somehow things move on
So somehow we're standing here
and we're living through today.
wow yeah wow yeah wow yeah

xXrUhAzZiQXx~ Getting a little bit better.

THIS MONDAY MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! 24th AUGUST 1995

~Stressful & Scolding Day~

2009-08-20T19:33:00.001+08:00

Too Much Stress In My Head.

Does people have this feelings too? Will they confess about something heroic?
Maybe,

Reach school before 7.15
Chit Chat with friends about my LIFE
Tutor them about English.
And then, Report for duty.

As usually, Every Thursday I be petrolling the Upper Sec Block.
Eventually, My seniors told me to teach the Sec 1 What to petrol. And always be in a look out.
So teach them the things they are suppose to do.
After Morning Assembly, went to class.

SS lesson. Miss Liyana talk about Life's.
Because I ask that question. What is Life in Singapore?

Were they showing EMPHATY to other?
Are they PERSISTENT to the end?
Are they working together as TEAMWORK to succed with their work?
Are they being so CARE & CONCERN?

"Regardless of Race language all religion, To build a DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY"

Do you KNOW the meanings of it?

Anyway,

Im too tired to describe all this things in my brain.
Went home early to attend UPA.
Never tell somebody..

Haiz.

Just now, I did the Sec 3 Matching Subject Exercise.
I have decided for 1 hours.
I pick "Element's Of Business"
I think I pick a right choice. It uses CPA skills of course and alot of math for the calculation with the touch of Microsoft Excel.
I dun even know, When I grown up I wanna be what??

Tomorrow.
Is my Home Economic Practical Exam
Wish me luck!!
I'm gonna make kebab.
I be doing alone. By right I have a partner.

He dun deserve to make the kebabs.
So I made him wash everything!!
Because, he slacking on his work.
And I make sure He will get 0 mark for his practical exam.
He really dun deserve!
He were fucking on the wall.... Loafing around the floor... And his were fucking sleeping.

The city is alive
The people are restless
The birds that
fly into the night
are already asleep.

I fear
my dreams waking up
My heart breaks
I'm afraid to go.
As long as I've
not gained anything
without giving
I'll always be
searching for a reason.

It's not that the canaries whose voices were crushed to death
couldn't cry.
They just didn't.

It's not that the canaries whose voices were crushed to death
couldn't cry.
It's not that the canaries whose voices were crushed to death
couldn't cry.
Maybe
they just chose not to.
Please notice soon.
Maybe
they just chose not to.
Please notice soon. If you're there, more...

xXrUhAzZiQXx~* Sucks !

~PISSED OFF everything~

2009-08-19T15:47:00.000+08:00

Geez.
Kena scolded.
From band. I done a mistake.
So badly

Went back to my classes.
I scolded my class.
Is a fair day for me of course.
If people scold me, I will scold another people back.

And that's me.
Dam Pissed off with my class & mistakes
So I call Mr Hafiz to ask my whole class stay back during the morning assembly.
And I ask him to spot check their bag.
Some of them bring something bad to school

Anyway.
English lesson ended.
My Home Economic lesson will be conducted in the computer Lab 4.

Mdm Warda teach us how to recognize food that is spoil.
And what is the cause of it.
So I write the things in the textbook.
Is a must that we must always take note of what teacher say.
That is how a student behave
Leader must always set good example don't you guys know that?

After that, is recess. If we never go on a break, our brains will be damage and we cant think well.
I talk with my classmates about the punishment thing by Mr Hafiz.
They feel so pissed of like me about it.
I felt the same feeling through them too.

Everybody need freedom, when they have done their mistake.
I need think of it. Never repeat the mistakes again.

After recess is CPA.
It's time for me to go to the computer lab 2
We learn the difference between RAM & Hardisk
I have elavorate with the teacher about the difference of it.
And I have gradually passed.

I still felt so pissed off.

So after CPA,
I talk to Mr Hafiz about it.
So he ask me to tell the whole class to meet him in the library.
To my astonishment's we are combine with 4T1
Mr Hafiz told us about life.
I appreciated it very well even though we make mistakes.

People is COMMON with mistake
We learn from people mistake.
Always appreciate with mistake.
Everybody is not perfect.

Always learn from mistake and never repeat/fucking it again.

Nextly, he told us his funny story.
Me & Ms Michelle laugh like a witch.
We cant control our laughter.
Until, Mr Hafiz commented to us that we laugh like a witch.
And then, it's 11.30 so we went back to our UPSTAIR classroom.

Me and Ms Michelle were shouting at the whole class to SHUT THEIR BIG MOUTH UP
Anyway, I ask Ms Michelle to teach me about Time Planning about Home Economic.
So she tutor me.
Because, My Partner is FUCKING UP with his SLEEPING EYES.
What kind of atrocious behaviour is that?
Dam Fuck Up.
I bet i have choose a wrong path of picking a partner.

Maybe I have done so MANY MISTAKES for my life.
What am I becoming?
So many mistake I have done. And I never ever bother to get it right?
This is same like MATH.
Am being Persistent? I beg I'm not.

Everybody hates just because I make mistakes in my life.
I have no friends because of that?
I have a very terrible life.
And I chose wrong life.

I went home. Get Change and went somewhere else for a very long hours.
Back at home. Ate dinner, Blogging about this Eternal Badding of Life's that Nobody appreciated it What I have done.

I want to go to that place.
I've prepared for my journey;
all that's left is to start running.

The closer I get, the more
I seem to understand,
but I still pretend not to see.

But I've come to the point
where I can't turn back,
and that's where I hesitate.

Even stopping
scares me. Fragile and
crying, you said to me:

Being sad is the same as giving up.

In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I was only lamenting reality.

Trying to give a shape to
happiness is the same as
saying there's no reason behind love.

Yes, I've been thinking too hard,
in my head. I've been searching
for answers I don't expect to find.

I'm tired of those days of meaningless fun.

While chasing and being chased,
I've lost sight of my home.
So as not to be hurt any more,
I closed my eyes and turned away.

In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I only lamented reality.

No matter what this place is like,
no matter where I go next,
I'll share my freedom and loneliness.
I think I can make it as I am now.

xXrUhAzZiQXx ~ Not Appreciate about Life?

~Finally Over Reaction~

2009-08-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

Ouch!
Tyre Flat =O
Because the lorry step on something very sharp eeek!
Merely get accident =,=

Anyway we reach the cemetery =/
Pray at my grandmother grave...
Than we head my grandfather grave too =o
We pray!! And I realised that his grave is drying -.-
I cant even see the grass colour!!!

So anyway go to the cemetery old block =o
While on the way, I saw the Old Baby Cemetery!!
One of the Grave... Has this big three growing on it!!!
I was so shock and the Tomb... It has broken in half just because that Three roots is growing so big!!
And It is a small grave thought =x

So we found my auntie grave =/
Pray ...

Ride back the lorry... Go geylang with Auntie & Cousin :D
They tompang with us haha!
Had fun at the Geylang=p
Order alot of food Geez!
Glorious Foods =o
This New geylang is more better than the old one's ehehe!!

Got escalator & Lifts..
It is convenient for those who need it than us =p

Went home...
Bath..

On Laptop~
Read People blog.
Played Restaurant City.
Played Gunbound.
Download Music.
Watch Ayumi Hamasaki Free & Easy Live Performence 2006-2007 at Youtube.
And Blogging!!

Well..
Next week is the Phasting Month Yeah!!! I love it =x
No swimming hehe!!

This week..
There will be upcoming events going around =o
I hope it will be exciting and I will volunteer for it too =p

Well wish me good luck haha~!

8 more days to my B-day =p
Tehehe cant wait =O
It is on Monday =p

Well I need to study =o
And do reasearch about my prject =p

Buh ByE~

My true form begins to dim little by little.
From inside the surging crowd I push aside, as long as I can't get answers I've been searching.
The better I become at telling lies and excuses, the more I feel afraid in the emptiness.

It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile.
If I become stronger I'll forget even your kindness, so I want to stay weak.
I want your love.

People are always solitary beings.
So I need someone. I want to be suported and I want to be supporting.
Nothing is certain, but in my heart I still believe.

If an important thing is found let's protect it to the end.
If I hit a wall that's too high and get hurt, I should stand up again.
I don't wish for anything else, just that one is enough.
I want your love.
xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Unhappiness Easier~

2009-08-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

Woke up 6.00 today..
Nearly Late To School!
Dam stupid Bus No.9 driver!!
He drive so slow purposely.

CB MATAAS!

Anyway. Alight at Bedok Interchange.
Saw Khalisah and her boyfriend =x
Walking together lol.

Than I sms Khalisah that I'm behind her.

Well, reach school~
Kena scolded by Mr Chew for NOTHING!

I'm so dam frustrated ...

Erm.. Today I got no duty =P
So I went inside the Staff room to search Mr Ang =P
So Help him carry the consent forms !!

Than join my class at the parade square.
(Btw, My hair dam freakin'sucks at that time)
I am sitting beside Elisha (Bad Luck)
He is singing and scratching his butt at a same time during the National Anthem!
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :X

Sigh~
First Period is CPA Coursework =o
Today I done the Powerpoint slides.
So I print the handouts..

Alright, Next week...
I only left with my Planning & Evaluation's Fill in...
I may fail the Evaluations =x

Because I forgetten what Mrs Teng & Mr Ang taught me lol...
WELL wish me good LUCK =P

After CPA is Mother Tongue =o
Dam freakin ferocious lesson =x
I dun dare to blog about it hehe!!

Recess..
Ate Beef Hor Fun =o
Than talk & talk to my friends ~

Home Economic...
Me & Regina come late because we help Mr Ang to carry somethings =o
Than we went up to the needlework room =o
I saw my whole group sitting on a floor outside the corridor. And Mdm Warda is standing infront of them.

Than Mdm Warda told me what's really happen...
And then... Shes used her pencil box to smack Hisham head LOL!
HE REALLY DESERVE IT =P

Today I am so dam ferocious during home econ lesson.
My Partner SLACK!!! SOMEMORE next week is the COURSEWORK !!!!!!!!
DAM FUCKING STRESS LAH! CB.. My Partner dun even know what to do!
I HAVE ALREADY PASS HIM THE NOTES LAST WEDNESDAY about what to do during the home econ lesson right.. cb...

Oh well~
I decided to make kebabs =p
So I told the whole stories to Mdm Warda about my partner =/
She make sure that my partner will fail his coursework!
He really deserve it!~

Finally... I went to East Point.. To wait for my mum =o
She Need buy her cake materials...
Than we went to the popular to buy my black file.
It is needed for band =P
So I buyed the 40 pockets plastic folder file =o

Than me and my mum walk towards the lift and turn around..
I saw Mr Nicholas Ang, Mr Wong E Tong, Ms Peng at the Sakae Sushi Restaurant.
LOL! They saw me =x
Well they just gave me that look =o

Than went home..
I bath..
Today was a big day thought =p
I cook dinner for my mother, Big Brother & for myself =P
I cook Mee Maggi LA!!!!!!!

Each person take 2 packets of noodle =p
For me, I'm very special I no need to eat a soup =o
I make the Frying Mee Maggi type =P
Dam delicious !! All the noodle suck in the nutrients and the flavour of the soup =o
And I removed the soup.. Than I fry it hehe!!

After dinner, My mum went for her baking lesson =o
So meaning, Im alone in my house..
Im scared =/
Luckily my father came home early ehehe!!
So I be following him to Kampong Ubi CC to fetch my mum back home =P

I hope theres no argue about some UPA matters...

Well..
I wan play Restaurant City YEAH!

Buh BYE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!

Sometimes I ask myself,
how much farther will I have to go?

I hear your voice.
I hear a voice saying "don't give up"
I remember the words
"Your happiness is my happiness"

If you're tired of denying things
and seem as if you're not yourself...

Belive in me.
I'll always be here.
The proof that you're alive
exists inside of me.

In this, this dirty city,
you're the person who
gathers up and shows me
something beautiful.

I hear your voice.
I hear a voice saying "don't give up"
Believe in me.
I'll always be standing here.

In this, this dirty city,
you're the person who
gathers up and shows me
something beautiful.

I'll always protect you,
so you never ever lose
that which you have clutched
close to your heart.

Sometimes I ask myself,
how much farther will I have to go?
xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Yesterday,Today Big Day?~

2009-08-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

These pictures been taken since yesterday :D

Anyway, Today..
Need go home early =/
I'm under UPA (Urgent Private Affair)

So erm.. today woke up 5.30 in the morning.
My father drop me off at the bus-stop near Changkat Primary School :D
Ride Bus no.9
Alight at Tanah Merah Station Bus-stop.
To ride bus no.2 =o
Waited 8 minutes + 2 songs :D

Pearl's Dreams - Bat For Lashes
Free & Easy - Ayumi Hamasaki

Sit at the UPPER floor :D

Reach school... Talk to Mr Ang in the staffroom =)
Than report for duty.
Yeah!! It was a funny duty :)
I petrol the Upper Sec block!!
Is my first time teaching the sec 1 how to petrol ehehe!!
I make it more fun =x
So ya.. My senior told me to teach the juniors how to petrol -.-!

Finish petroling..
Than read storybook at the benches =o

Alright,
Went for class
Is SS lesson =o
Ms Liyana was dam funny thought!
Today we learned about being competitive and be patriotsm at all time.
And we even learn about how Singaporeans "Is United As One People"
It is an interesting lesson';)

Than Math!
Mdm Ng.. Really hate her so MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYDAY MATH TEST!
I dun even understand what is she teaching!
Luckily my class got 2 teacher teaching me math =)
Mr Alex! I prefer Mr Alex nor Mdm Ng..
So ya, Mr Alex teach me in FULL DETAILS. NOT LIKE Mdm Ng =x

Than Recess.
Spended my $5 note =x
My mum gonna kill me Eek!
And so on...

Is English.......
English Comprehension test again =/
I'm quite confident that I gonna pass the test =o
Althought Im so good in english =x

Than CME
Ms Eudora Tan were dam fierce today =/
Nobody dare to make her cry again :X
We do our project about Other Countries Culture =)

Alright, Its time for me to brag about yesterday Teehehe!!!!

Council Investiture 2009
Reach school,
Before 7.00 =x
Woke up 4.55 ~
Than ask my bro to drive me to school teehehe!
He Was speeding!!
In the highway!

Anyway. Reach band room =P
Lucky I'm not late.
Than we played the NAtional Anthem & School song in the parade square.

Go back up the band room =P
Keep my tuba..
Than sit beside Hwee Ling.
To take attendance.

Than~ I follow Mashita =x
Because she told me to wait Mam Faizah & Sir Nicholas =o

For the truth is... I HATE WEARING THIS WHITE SHIRT!
I am so SWEATING like MAD!!
Plus Is dam SUFFOCATE!

So erm, Finally they lock the band room =x
I just realised that My shirt can see the wet sign eeeek!!
So ya.. We go to the hall to do rehearsal and bla bla bla!
Finally, It's show time :)
~SKIP~

Yeah!! Time to enjoy the Buffet Feast!!!!!!!!
My Favourite LOL!
I force Mr Ang & Ms Michelle to join me wooooooooooo!!!
I love the Fish with Mayonise that 1 lol...
I dun even know what food is that but i ate it =x
Than bla bla bla... Take picture =(

My friends force to take picture with them aiks!
And my feet... HAVE SO MANY BLISTER!!!!!!
I hate wearing my black shoes.
It is a Marching shoes thought =,=
Than went up hall.. to clean up..
Than went home :D

At home.. Study~
Bath
And of course On Laptop :)
Than sleep.
I was dam tired that day =/
So lets called it a day haiz!

Buh Bye ~

spin my foot and get tangled up, unable to move
The next person that passes doesn’t even recognize me
I believe that one day, I will certainly be born anew
Without any tears, or words, I collapse

That small form, it’ll just about fit in the box
But when did I not become aware of it...?

Awakening in my chest
something broke, and afterward I felt the pain
After something’s been entangled, you can no longer pull
I continue to be inside this story

In this city, I waited on the marionette, and then came its turn
The lonely old lady was picked up from the dust
She said nothing as she looked at everything
When she smiled, everything was enveloped in light

Born anew in beauty from the limits of fright
my eyes were sucked in...

They were made happy with tonight’s magic
those who believed it as children
In the middle of this darkness,
hasn’t our hearts been able to grow?

But when did I not become aware of it...?

In the middle of the rotating memories,
I dreamed a strange story

Awakening in my chest
something broke, and afterward I felt the pain
After something’s been entangled, you can no longer pull
I’m still in this story, and the story will continue with me

xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Celebration & Arguements~

2009-08-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

At A SAME TIME?

Anyway. HappyBirthday Singapore =O
Im so proud to be Singaporean tee hehe!

Today my relative will be coming to my house =/
Gonna pray together lah.. Than after that, sure bad things will happen -.-

Just now morning.
I went out with mum & dad to buy some groceries !!
Because today my mum gonna cook chicken curry!! Yum lol..
Than buy some breads at Bedok =o

Reach home =x
Clean everything up... Mop the living room than bla bla bla~
Tidy up my room..

Straight up my hair :D
Wear my favourite shirt :)

So ya.. Nothing much to blog today :/

Last nite...
I suddenly woke up -.-
Because some "things" make me woke up -.-
Of course is my grandpa spirit roaming around...

I dare not to get up..
I just cover my head with a pillow haha!!
Dam... I cant even sleep because of some noise that make me wake up..
When I closed my eyes.. All I can see is white than dissolve =x
Scary right =/

So I fell in deep deep sleep =o
I dream about singing in a concert lol..

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~
Buh bye~

When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door, what ja do that for?
When you first left me I didn't know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first, when I see you cry,
it makes me smile, it makes me smile.
At worst, I feel bad for a while,
But then I just smile,
I go ahead and smile.

Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health, I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
An' now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
An' it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
It makes me smile, it makes me smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
But then I just smile, I go ahead and smile
xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Pieces Of Ma' Of Truth~

2009-08-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah.
Yesterday was dam fun!!!
I enjoy the performence thought :D
Yesterday... I'm so late for band...
So ... I ride my big brother motor..

Dam speeding =x
No choice I'm so dam late!!!

So ya.. In the band room store i wore my glasses..
Than practice..

After school..
Stay back for decorating the hall =/
I had fun playing behind the stage!! :D
With Chun Leong & Husnu LOL!

We even check the toilet behinds the stage..
I FREAK OUT!
DAM FREAKING DIRTY =x
And I saw the toilet bowl!!
YUCK!

Than Mdm Faridah treat us drinks =)
So I pick Blueberry of course :D
Thank you Mdm Faridah for the wonderful treat :)

Than went home with Samatha =o
We talk talk talk!!
Till Im so hungry lol...

So I decided to eat at old chang kee =)
At Eastpoint lah!!!

Than saw my ex-changkat mates at eastpoint :D
We chat of course!!
HAHAHA~~
Non-stop =)

Too bad I wont be attending the changkat night extravanganza party national day..
Sure my mum scold me for going there -.-

So ya.. went home..
Bathing for 1 hour =x
Than on laptop!!!!!!!!

Fell asleep..
I woke up.. I was alone in my house..
Sad & Scary...
I dun dare to off the lights..

Because my grandpa spirits is roaming around my house -.-
Only a stupid person will off light during night when you are alone-.-
Luckily My father is back from house =o
I was worried sick that im alone -.-

Than pray.....
I decided to follow my dad to fetch my mum from her baking class =)
So I slept in my dad lori =x

Than bla bla bla lah...

Reach home..
Sleep =x

TODAY!
I woke up at 10+
Ms Michelle also woke up 10+ too LOL!
I sms her mah LOL!

Than ate breakfast =/
Bath of course =o
On Laptop..
Download song and play facebook games :D
"Restaurant City"

HAHA! I just level up =)
Than buy so many clothes for myself and my employees :O

Than read people blog..

Tomorrow Is national day :)
Wheres Singaporean be united to celebrate their nation wide birthday!!
Teehehehe =x

WELL....
Buh Bye~

Memories are always beautiful
In the eyes of everyone
In the same way

But, yes
We actually know
That there is more

Please don't forget
Me, that girl and you

We were not born to live
Just putting on a front
And hiding a face
Like the dead

We can look back on the past
Because we passed there
We stopped and stepped forward again

Please remember
Me, that girl and you

We got hurt
Even lost sight of light
And gave up more than once
But still we are here

Now, let's stand up without fear
For the sake of no one else

And rip off the masks
With our own hands
xXrUhAzZiQXx

~New Life Of Leaderships Started~

2009-08-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

Yeah...
Just receive my new council tie =)
I am happy of course......!!!!

Today. Reach school~ And report duty =o
So my duty is to Petrol Block =o
Nothing much to do=(
So I slack haha!at the staircase there =)

So ya.. My senior assign me to some classes to give out some of the Voting List =o
So they assign me two Sec 4 classes and of course 2T1 :D

4E4 & 4E5

Than do the thing =o
Than carry on my duty ...
And I make fun of Ms Eudora Tan HAHA!

Alright first period is SS =o
Ms Liyana be taking over Ms Foo ...
LOL! I never know that her voice is in low tone =x
No Offence ah =x
She deserve to teach History than PE =x
Today we learn about Singapore Crisis and Be Competitive in everything =o

Than Math test =.=
Dam fucking fast la-.-

Than recess..
People talk about me =o
How I feel.. LOL!
Because they say to me that i'm so quiet ..

No difference..

Skip...

Than band =)
Sir Hadi never come for band -.-
Hwee Ling will come late because she got Leadership camp ...
Farhan got Malay Oral -.-

Im alone at first...
Dam nervous..

Finally Farhan come..
So er...
Got rehearsal..
Playing under the hot sun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that dismissed..
Went home with my stalker =O
So me go Bedok Interchange~
Ride Bus 38..

I fell asleep =x
Than reach home..

Tomorrow I gonna come to school before 6.00 in the morning..
I already confirm with my stalker ehehehe =x
I be waiting for her at the bus-stop near the changkat primary school there =o

Well.. wish me good luck for tomorrow ...
:D

"I be going home early starting by today.. I hope you wont be mad =)"

It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile.
I want your love.

My true form begins to dim little by little.
From inside the surging crowd I push aside, as long as I can't get answers I've been searching.
The better I become at telling lies and excuses, the more I feel afraid in the emptiness.

It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile.
If I become stronger I'll forget even your kindness, so I want to stay weak.
I want your love.

People are always solitary beings.
So I need someone. I want to be suported and I want to be supporting.
Nothing is certain, but in my heart I still believe.

If an important thing is found let's protect it to the end.
If I hit a wall that's too high and get hurt, I should stand up again.
I don't wish for anything else, just that one is enough.
I want your love.
xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Love's One Dissapear~

2009-08-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

My Grandpa has just pass away..
In the Changi General Hospital.. =/

So ya..
My Auntie were crying so badly..
And her leg is swollen she cant walk properly too.
It makes me and lala cry together =o

I never sleep for 1 whole day just to take care of grandpa body =o
Pray & Pray...
And Need to take care of my cats too..
Time 3.45+
In the afternoon
Last Monday 3rd August 2009

Is a sad day =/
The scary part is.. Grandpa body will be sleeping in my house yikes!
So we put his body in my Mum & Dad..
The shocking part is that my big fat cat... so naughthy NEARLY
JUMP into grandpa head EEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!

Lucky I get hold with him -.-
I give him a beating after that and he ran away to my room to sleep!!!!
Observe this picture.
So naughthy right -.-

Anyway..
My mum told me not to go to school =o
So we photocopy the Death Certiicate to give to the teacher that i have a 3 days valid reasons =/

So ya..
Never on my laptop =/
So my auntie sleepover in my house =o
We had fun... last night =)
At least we are all happy =o

The next day.. Last Tuesday..
It is time to buried him so erm..
The relatives who is the son or daughther of my grandpa must bath him =)
I dunno much about it =c

So ya.. after bathing grandpa...
A malay prayer i think =o
In a white turbine/hat

Dress my grandpa in white cover him around with cotton wool..
ya la.. than pray nothing much to blog about it =(
So ya finally ... we went down and carry him to a bus =o
So me and my grandma (mum side) sit together.
My Mum and Dad sit together but My Big brother sit behind staring at the coffin LOL!

I dun dare to listen music =o
So ya pray & pray ...
And I even sleep on my grandma lol...

Reach already =(
Buried grandpa than went home ..
So me and dad buy 55 packets of "Nasi Briyani" For my whole relatives..
Than bla bla bla lah

So ya I slept after 7.00

THE NEXT DAY
Is time for school~
Morning pray & pray..
Than bath and eat breakfast..
Than went to school as early as possible!!

Than reach band room..
My expression was very sad la.. Keep thinking about grandpa..
So get ready my tuba than apologize my seniors and friends for coming so late..
So ya.. Played school song & National anthem at the Parade Square.

Than bla bla bla lah.. after band..
I scream at Ms Shanti why I never receive the council tie!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So erm.. return to class..
Alot of people talk to me "Are you okay? How you Feel? Hows Ur Family?"
So I would like to say thank you for you guys understand my feelings.

So erm.. My English teacher also comfort me and ask me how does my father feel..
So I answer of course Sad lah..

Than recess..
Mr Kenny Tan looking for me that he heard that my grandpa passed away~
Than we talk lor..

So erm.. after recess is my CPA coursework examination.
So dam sleepy.. I merely slept whene Mrs Teng bang my table LOL!
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

Than CE period Ms Michelle & Mr Ang told us to go the IT resource room to do our project and sort of things like that =)

And I was shock that Sir Hong Yong using my PC side LOL!
HAHA~
Than save my file..
Some of them have not been completed =/

Than Math.. MATH TEST!
WTF??

After school when home fast..
And sleep and memorise and pray... and on laptop :D TO BLOG LA!

Than restaurant city than memorise.. TRYING MY BEST!

Anyway..

Well
Buh Bye,
May Peace Be Around you.

Everyone is convinced
that that "thing" they're searching
for is in the future.
But how many people have realized
that "it" is actually in the past?
I can't even guess.

I saw the end of an era
with my own eyes.
But I didn't want to know
that it's my turn next.

If, after simplifying it
a bit more, you think that "it"
merely connects and arranges memories,
then wouldn't everyone
already have "it?"
I want you to realize that.

I saw the end of an era
with my own eyes.
And in truth, I actually
do know that it's my turn next.

You'll find me, won't you?
I'm betting that
you'll find me.

I saw the end of an era
with my own eyes.
But I didn't want to know
that it's my turn next.
xXrUhAzZiQXx~.

~The Hatred Treatment~

2009-08-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

Ya.. Just came back from band :)
So prepare go hospital of course.
Today wake up 5.30 as usual.. get ready for band =O

So I decided to wear my class T-shirt lol..
I still have not touch my Council Shirt / Band Shirt =)
Well.. Ride bus no.9 than alight at tanah merah to ride bus no.2

Reach school about 7.05 =o
I was checking the whole school that.
To my astonishment's Im alone in school!!!
I was so shock..
I keep hearing some birds crowing lol..

Ya listen music.. I waited in My downstair class =o
Of course la Mr Ang classroom =x
Than blasted my music there..

Than 7.30 go band room =o
Take my tuba than practice..

Than Cecilia told me to memorise some " things's "
So memorise it..
Anyway yesterday I memorised already but..
I woke up suddenly everything in my mind dissapear eeeeeeeeek!!!
So ya..

I need to memorise my school song =o
If not I dunno what will happen to me.. I sense is a very bad thing =x

Hmmm.. Than me and Hwee Ling just knew that today is Sir Hong Yong birthday lol.. =x
Too bad la. No present for him :X

Hmmmmmmmm... than we do PT =o
Dam heroic freaking fun of course xD
I'm in group 3 lol!!

Run run run!!!
Luckily.. Group 3 never kena the punishment,,
But Group 1 will kena haha!

It was my exciting =p

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~
Than went for Sectional =o
Kena scolded because I never memorise my school fully..

Hmm... Than went home.. Say bye bye to everyone inculding Mr Tan and Mr Samad =o

Ride Bus No.2 ~~ Stop at tanah merah interchange... Than ride Bus No. 38~~

Alright I gotta go to hospital.. Because of something =)
Before I forgot heheheh~~~ Since is August =o My birthday is coming =)

24th August 2009 LOL!

I hope it wont happen like last year lol.. My classmate scared me at the classroom lol...
I dun believe it that Mr Chew join the fun too lol..

Last year.. On my birthday =o during the exam days =/
I went inside the classroom =o

Than I saw the whiteboard covered with picture of me LOL!
Than it also told me to go to the behind garden =o
So I went than I saw so many present WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But only 5 presents la so big =x
Than pick it up and I saw Mr Chew, and my friends under the table trying to grab my legs LOL!
Than they scream.. SURPRISED!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOL!

So terrific day la xD

(Updated on night)
Just cut my hair just now =)

This time he never cut my hair so short already HAHA!!

If not i will get so fed up =x

So ya.. alone in my house =o

Get to enjoy the wedding cake bake by my mother "baking lesson" =o

Dam delicious high energy =o So many SUGAR YUM!

So ya today I be awake la lol.. Sleep so late haha!

I soso wish that Monday swimming lesson is canceled =/

Because my instructor with a red underwear guy SUCKS!

Dam Fucking KNN cb =,=

No fun =/ Hes so strict -.- Naibei..

See other groups having fun too not like my group !!!

CB..

So er.. Just went to youtube to watch

Namie Amuro dance video =o Live performence =o

So than half way... I felt asleep just now..

My Head suddenly bang onto the floor.. And I woke up =o

Than Go msn chat with Sir Hadi =o

Talk about band just =o

Than talk about the "Dialog Section"

HAHA!

So ya..

Than I play Restaurant City in facebook =o

WOWO! I level up =o

So I decided to hired Grace muaahhaha!!!

Next If I level up again.. ehehehe=x I'm looking for someone to be a cleaner LOL!

Than I play gunbound xD

Chat chat but never =o How to play when my screen kept shaking -.-

So ya.. Miko miss me =P

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~

Never ate dinner =.=

Only ate a little bit...

Too much sugar...

So er..

Now I memorising my school song music scores "band" ...

Hope I never mess up =.=

Monday.. Sure my class kena scolded for being so racist..

Yikes..

Lucky Me & Jessie never kena lol...

We both did the right thing to say out the real full story is =/

DIE DIE DIE!!!

So embarass..

Next week.. gonna start Morning Assembly die die..

I hope I dun wanna end up on Saying the pledge/announcement duty eeeeeeeeek!!!

Because my voice theres something wrong...

Hmm..

Last Friday..

CPA Lesson was dam fun =o

Ok..

In the morning I suppose to help Mr Ang..

Than Mr Ang told me to help Mrs Teng =O

So I wait for her in the general office than I talk about Vista lor =P

Than she say that Vista is useful =o

The Powerpoint is terrific =)

Than I agree than we talk talk xD

Than I told her that her laptop is the same as my laptop LOL!

Than we talk talk xD

Than finally Mrs Teng Supervisor arrived =) Than of course we talk talk xD

So the supervisor observe her teaching way =)

I hope next year..

She became our CPA teacher..

Because Mr Ang gonna retired.. dam sad leh..

I hope Ms Michelle Became our form teacher next year xD

Or Mrs Lydia =)

Mrs Lydia I get to know her during swimming lesson lol..

I talk about my life than she also talk about her life too xD

Than She also talk about her class..

Than I also talk my class LOL!

Next week.. My SS teacher gonna change =/

Ms Foo wont be teaching us =p

I hope the new teacher is dam fierce judging on her looks =o

She a malay girl =o She teach PE too =o And her hair is like Ms Yvonne Ong style =o

Council Investitures postphoned to August 6th gonna wear council U for the whole day i think =)

And my Grandpa.. I felt so sorry for him =/ Is too sad to explain..

WELL

Finally I felt so sleepy..

Well Good Nite~

Under the grey and square sky
Is filled with all kinds of desires today
But I don't lose sight of the light among them
And can walk, looking forward
Because you always show me
That there remains a purity even in a corner of this city

Breathing calmly, I looked at you
Who had fallen asleep, so exhausted
The sweet, unprotected profile
That no one in the world but me knows

One day when the sunlight poured and the wind blew gently
As if it were nothing special
I felt alone that something was changing in me
Slowly, firmly and surely

Though I wasn't sad at all, tears fell down
Because your feelings sank painfully into
The scar in the depth of my heart
And changed it into tenderness

If you come across deep sorrow
I wish you will share it with me
I'll be able to do anything for the smile
My precious treasure

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~The "Thing" Kept Waiting~

2009-07-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

Ya..
Just now never go for self practice due to some family matter's =/
So yep.. I sms my seniors =x

Alright back to the story...
Today.

Ride Bus No.9 than alight at tanah merah bus-stop..
Ride Bus No.2 saw my friends than chat chat chat... Reach school =o
Go downstair classroom due to my leg haha!! So lazy go upstair classroom to tell my classmates to go down -.-

So I just wait patiently :P

So............................ while I'm alone in the downstair classroom haha!
I took out the "Music Scores" from band.. than memorise the Scores.. and of course! FINGERINGS!!!!!!!!!

So ya read read read till 7.30 =/ Teacher reach!
Mr Ang.. Too bad Miss Michelle too busy for her Home Econ things so ya... she never come for the morning assembly.

Than take temperature... Than I was like acting like a teacher liao..
Standing up... Than remind them about something bla bla bla la lolss...

So many teachers kept changing.. Dam sad..
MISS SHEENA LIE TO ME! OMG!
SHE SAY SHE WILL BE LEAVING THIS SCHOOL NEXT YEAR!
NOW SHE LEFT OUR SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK

Yaya... Today got CPA coursework..
Lucky I remember how to export the image to the powerpoint presentation slide =x after 5 minutes I remember la... Before I started to panic... and keep knocking my head on the table till Mrs Teng approach me lol..

Than school ended... Go home fast..
On laptop than do nothing =x babysit somebody HAHA!
ya.. I see some music videos at the youtube weeeeeeeeee!!!

Pearl's Dream - Bat For Lashes =P

Now is like so boring..
So ya.. Sir Hadi ask me to photocopy the National anthem scores =o
So I photocopy than bla bla bla lah

BTW.. My section mates.. POH HWEE LING SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyday sms me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dunno what things.. Plus she's not so specified in her msn.. For example:

"What? Me Ain Com Band Tmmr bcoz ma got Leadership Workshop skills 2 atend 2."

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!
What else should i brag about =S

Ya.. yesterday.. My class made Ms Eudora Tan cried so badly..
I feel so bad for her lor..
Even she crying my class still make noise and throw tables everywhere aiyoh yoh!!

So ya..
Buh Bye~

I wonder
About what time I noticed
That a fairy tale is no more than a fairy tale

And regrettably
Everyone knows
That there is a rather surreal ending

You aren't on a white horse at all
(Listen to the music)
How easygoing you are as ever !

* We are Beautiful Fighters
To be honest
There are some terrible days
But the we who live
Without stopping nor giving up are
Beautiful Fighters
The unhealed wound
Sometimes opens
But shuts again in time

I feel
The glass shoes must be too delicate
To run through this age

If they fit just right, just maybe...
(Never stop my dancing)
How easygoing and alike we are !

We are Beautiful Fighters
We cried tonight
Just a little
But the we who fight with the tomorrow
That is new and clean are
Beautiful Fighters
For we know
Our desires are
Never satisfied completely

~To Be Commited To Band~

2009-07-26T16:58:00.000+08:00

Got woken in the night,
by a mystic golden light.
My head soaked in river water.
I had been forced in a coat of armor.
They called a horse out of the woodland.
"Take me there, through the desert shores."
They sang to me, "This is yours to wear. You're the chosen one, there's no turning back now."

The smell of redwood giants.
A banquet for the shadows.
Horse and I, we're dancers in the dark.
Came upon the headdress.
It was gilded, dark and golden.
The children sang.
I was so afraid I took it to my head and prayed.
They sang to me, "This is yours to wear. You're the chosen one, there's no turning back."

Yes...
This is so late post :/
So ya. I will be blogging much now :D
Alright first thing..
I gonna blog about the botanic garden performence :)
I enjoy it much when dancing at the stage :)
So many people scream LOL!
And I saw people behind dancing too...

So ya... The purity now become so exciting event of course..

Annyway...
My laptop still shaking sad hor :/
Ok yesterday went band... buy some sweet's =O
Because my voice not speaking in own tone... dam so many saliva stuck inside my throat. And I cant even know what I''m speaking!!e eeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Yesterday went for sectional's :)
For the audition... Me & Hwee ling blow up WOOOOOPS!!!

So ya... went home...
Ride Bus No.9 =)
Than right.. play with my stray cats ehehehe!!

But for now... I dam freaking bored without my laptop...
Sad..

Anyway..
This few days... I had be so lonely in my house :/
My mum go study..
My father visit hospital because grandpa..
My Sister's ^& Bro came home so late..

Dam sad ya..
Last Friday I was alone..
On night.. So ya.. when I was singing...
About 9.20+ midnight..
Somebody knock on the door..
Than I peek through the small hole.
But I saw no one..

So I started to panic..
Quickly go msn.. told my friends about it :O
So that they can keep me company..

Dam freaking sad...

So erm..
Anyway today so bored...
Well... Next week Monday..
I really hope Swimming I be excused because of the dialog section...!!!!
PLEASE!!

So after dialog section I can go for self practice...

So ya.. erm..
I'm trying to be commited to band.
So last Friday Mashita told me to skip council rehearsal investiture..
Than she say"Are you commited to band? " So... ~SKIP~

So i skip the rehearsal :O
Than go for self practice..
MY Seniors were shock to see me that I skip the council rehearsal=X

So ya... I wan to be comitted to band :)

Well... Buh bye~
xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Pearl's Dream~

2009-07-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

There's a place I must go
There's a place I must go
It's not a place I have seen
But I’ll get there in a blue dream

Down an ocean road
Past a sign that says 'good love town'
Into a darkness where the stars do drown
Where the starry me needs to be free

And when the battle was done
I was promised my sun
But with a thousand nights gone
To any kingdom I run

And when the battle was done
I was promised my sun
But with a thousand knights gone
To any kingdom I run

There's a place I must go
There's a place I must go
For my heart is a child
That stumbles lonely for the arms of the wild

Hear the desert sigh
Sing the city's lullaby
The giant iris of the wide blue sky
Showing me the way

And when the battle was done
I was promised my son
But with a thousand knights gone
To any kingdom I run

And when the battle was done
I was promised my son
But with a thousand knights gone
To any kingdom I run

You know that it's time to go up, up, up, up, up
Had a big machine riding your shoulders
You know that it's time to go up, up, up, up, up
Had a big machine riding your shoulders
You know that it's time to go up, up, up, up, up
Had a big machine riding your shoulders

Pearl's Dream - Bat For Lashes :)
I be hearing this song for 6 days :/
Well.. cant blog much now :(
Today I wanted to blog so many things what happen today :'S

Because of the stupid screen keep shaking!!!

xXrUhAzZiQXx!! is bored & sad...

~The Purity Of Boring's & Sadness~

2009-07-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

Sorry Guys..

Now my laptop under repair!!
Because of the freaking screen :(

Anyway.. cant blog too much... later the screen automatically you know la!!

So ya. Today went for band :)
Do rehearsal + I go wear the girly head thingy zz!!
Tomorrow gonna wear it infront of the performence :O
Too embarass haha!!

Anyway.
Cheers :P
Tomorrow is my first performence compare to my primary school life tehehe!!
Oh too bad :X

Tomorrow... I gonna dance =o

Well bye bye!!
I'm sad... because of my laptop T~T

Your heart began to be scorched,
and there was a smell of it
It was the end of your dream,
and the start of everything

What you adored looked beautiful to you
It became even brighter because you couldn't reach it

The broken pieces of your dream
Pierce my heart
Leaving the pain
That I should never forget

If my life is transient like a flower
I'll be in full bloom by your side
And after watching your smile
I'll fall alone, quietly

How was the scenery you saw
When you were pushed into an abyss of despair

Your naked heart is wandering
Having nowhere to go
And is setting sharp thorns around
For fear of being touched

If I could flutter like a bird
I would fly to you
And offer my wing
To your wounded back

If my life is transient like a flower
I'll be in full bloom by your side
And after watching your smile
I'll fall alone, quietly

If I could flutter like a bird
I would fly to you
And offer my wing
To your wounded back

If I could flow like the wind
I would reach you
If I could shine like a moon
I would keep shining on you

I'll be anything
If it can stop you from being seized with fear
xXrUhAzZiQXx

~"A 1000 of Apologies"~

2009-07-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

Wowo! This picture taken by today :D
In a taxi with Mr Ang xD
My Other classmates ride in the bus lol!!

Firstly, wake up 5.30 =/
Because right yesterday... dam freaking tired because of the swimming ...
I wish my instructor go die.. wtf...
When I was blowing bubble HE force my head down eeeeeeeeeeee!!!
I was like counting till 10 then right he force me down for 5 seconds...
zZz Than I pretend blow bubble by using my nose ":X

Sad Liao..
Anyway.
Back to the story.
We reach ITE Simei :D
Theres so many course!!!
They even have Business of course :D
And Food & Beverage!!

So ya. We take a tour on every places for 1 hour.
Poor Mr Ang :X He must stay in a room :O Too bad that he cant follow us :(
So erm.. than bla bla bla la
WOW!!!!!!!!

They have so many restaurants!!!
Of course I interested in the glorious food LOL!
They even got Cafeteria 1 & 2
The Cafeteria is Banquet!!!
THEY EVENING OT JAPANESE FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Firstly I take the Ramen of course =D
HHAHA!
After break,
My group split :(
Of course I be the leader of the group la...
wtf.. they all so lazy "Bumpies" perhaps?
So ya. My group study about Engineering :)
I scored the highest and the faster to finish the assesment :D

The Engineering course is same like CPA of course.!
The most important is to memorise the symbol.
And is a little bit about science on Bulb chapter of course :D
And D&T la lol...

Than Break again.
Started our project again...
Than walk tour again!
Than..
My group kena Nursing Course :D

So we learn more about watching video and bandaging :)
I can still remember my St John Life Ambulance Brigade life :(
I still need to work on my CPR :X
But the bandaging i mastered it xD
So I bandage my leg over there bla bla ...
Than Bandage Shafiq head LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
IT ALMOST LOOK LIKE A WOMAN SCARF lmao!

Than bla bla bla lah..
Of course Tea break now :(
Than go home =o

When I reach home :L
My Arms.. dam painful due to swimming zzz...
Alright reach home.
Talk about ITE lifes to my mum :)

Than bath heheh!!
Alright on laptop. Play "Restaurant City" at facebook LOL!
Is like I'm addicted to it lor :D
So erm ya.
My leg now.. cant feel anything hhhh!

Well.. Good night.. Need sleep early for tomorrow ITE tour again :(
Oh ya tomorrow there will be another 2 classes be following.
3N classes :X
Let me guess Khadijah gonna be my group or not LOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

HAHA
Buh Bye~

I open a new door into a place I don't know.
Even if I close it I'm still myself, so
no matter what kind of place it is, I'll show you that I can survive.
To have a once in a lifetime challenge.

The past isn't something you compare to the present.
But the future can't beat the present either.

I've decided to zoom off when the next light turns green.
It turns yellow, and stops at red. Am I ready for this?

I'm tired of hearing the noise around me.
Even if only one person understands it's ok.
Let's eat all the things we like, leaving none behind,
and throw away the things we hate.

It was fun. It's an old story, but
memories are always remembered in a good light, right?

I take a deep breath, my chest rises. I puff out my chest; I'm confident.
Now I can say that I don't have time to stop. I have no time.
xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Inspiration's Of Feeling's~

2009-07-12T17:31:00.000+08:00

Fascinating!!
This is what my mum bake during her class lesson xD
She brought this to home.
Yummy!!!

Each person take 1 of course xD
As you can see... The first cupcake has my mum name written on it :)
Is so obvious right? Who is gonna eat that cupcake? OF COURSE! Is my mum cupcake :D

So ya...
Dam busy about the hospital thing :)
So errrrr...
I done my homework/report =o
My homework/report is about this show called "Mind Your Language"
:D
We must write a diary to imagine 1 of the student :)

After I done my homework...
Pack my bag for tomorrow lesson..
Dam it..
This time My Math got 2 teacher teaching us :/
Mr Alex..

Anyway..
Band will resume :D
But still CCA step down, HAHA!
Tehehehe :X
Yeah!! I love it. No need to stay at home alone again ^^!!
I'm so happy. Plus I will not need to visit grandpa at the hospital!!!!!!
Such a lucky day for me :X
Thank you Mr Neo :D

Yep.
Tomorrow is swimming lesson. :/
I wish it will be cancel due to raining/bad weather with lighthing!'!
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~

29 July is my Council Investitures!!!
Looking forward to it :)

Facebook.
lol.
I just realised i added so many teacher than my friends LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
xD

OMG! I addicted to Restaurant City In facebook game woooooooooooooooo!!
I spend so much money on my avatar like gunbound LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tehehehe!!!
Maybe Tommorow i post the pictures here :B

Just wanna say thanks you :)
Thanks guys (you know who you are xD)
For the outingz... I had a great time :O

ok.!
I gonna play facebook games LOL!
Maybe at night I play gunbound loll... my friends miss me :D

So erm..
Well..

Buh bye??

Momentary as dream, if a life is such a thing
We can say, that like a flower it will bloom and it will fade
Even though it is someday, destined to wither away
It is precious all the more, for its transience of days.

There were times that in this dream
I have left some things behind
In the days, waiting to bloom
That again I couldn’t find.
And so now I walk ahead
Just believing that I can
Live the dream with only what is left in my hand.

Tell me the wish that you’re waiting for the day it will come true
Tell me whatever you need that I can do for you…

Something so precious and yet, it’s a thing that has no form
Sometimes cruel, but even still we see that life is beautiful.

Though the rain, it’s pouring down, though the wind, how it does howl
On the day, vivid and bright, or the deepest, silent night
Even if here is the end of the existence that we know
I will show you the dream that you’ll see will go on.

A single flower so beautiful I’ll care for til it blooms
Though it is all that I have I’ll offer it to you…

Tell me the wish that you’re waiting for the day it will come true
Tell me whatever you need that I can do for you
A single flower so beautiful I’ll care for til it blooms
Though it is all that I have I’ll offer it to you
A single flower so beautiful I’ll care for til it blooms
Though it is all that I have I’ll offer it to you
All of the words of my promise I will wrap in melody
xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Funny Couple Who Make Me Laugh~

2009-07-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

Today was a best day for me :)
I do really enjoy it :D

Today wake up 5.45 am

Then ride bus no.9 after that bla bla bla la

Reach school :)
3 people follow me to Mr Ang classroom :D
Because that they scared of something :(

So ya.
Miss Michelle never come :S
So I take the Temperature Log File By myself T~T

So er..
Saw Mr Ang. Went inside the staffroom SLACK inside LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Than carry some forms of course :S
So bla bla bla la in the classroom la :X

Than during CPA dam fun :)
The New teacher Mrs Teng will be taking over after Mr Ang retire :(
Sad ler. I will never forget what did Mr Ang Taught us in CPA & CE!!!

This new teacher dam fun. Luckily She only teach us. Not the other NT classes :D
We are so lucky to have her teaching us of course.
So today... She introduce herself.
She love to teach :

Computer Application
English =O!!

So ya. She only teach 2 classes LOL!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
Her window vista skills dam fucking terrific!!
I wanna learn from her more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even Mr Ang & Mdm Wendy Tong dunno how to use Window Vista LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
So all of us laught at them :X

After CPA,
Is recess. Sit with Mrs & Mr Qayyum's LOL! See so funny they 2
xD

So CME :D
Is like I'm a teacher pet :(
Teacher ask me to write down the answer at the whiteboard.

Question 1-30 wth...

My Hand dam freaking painful right now :(

So errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
Math time :D

Is Math quiz... I slightly to understerstand Mdm Ng teaching ways.
See I understand the Math Chapter (PARDON! I dunno how to spell it)
So ya. She allowed us to use textbook :)

After school.
Go ride bus 222.
Kill times over there xD by sleeping.
Once I wake up~ We reach the bedok interchange :D
So I go bubble tea shop to buy "Banana Milk Shake"
Dam freaking nice!!!!!
I think i trying to advertise you guys with this but im not :)
It tasted like milk dam creamy haha!
And of course the strong taste of banana :)

So reach school back.
Talk to the cleaners xD
After go canteen. Meet Mashita....
Than go canteen :(
for council meeting of course -.-

Than right we go to the Math room xD
To vote the Council President =S
So guess who I vote :)

CLUE : A_ _ _ a_

She/he a great leader :D
She/he deserve it of course.

so went home...
Dam fucking mad that I'm alone in house again T~T
Sad ler..

So Facebook -.-
Go buy more friends LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
dam funny :)

Alright..
I wanna explore facebook and hack some people ID to add some new friends LOOOOOOOOL!

Bye Bye~*

Passing me by no one seemed to notice this
Mere tiny worthless thing
Just standing all alone
But you, you took me in your arms
And held me close to you
As if I had meaning.
Everyone else watching did not seem to see
How such a worthless thing could be
Just picked up from the road
But you, you simply smiled and said:
'You may not understand
But her worth is clear to me.'

Well, even though my only meaning comes from what you gave me
I feel I can be proud of everything you've made me
I often wonder for my sake how much you've had to sacrifice
Though I can't be perfect, I have a chance
To shine as myself at last
A dim but hopeful glimmer of light.

If I can have only you
With you here by my side
There's meaning to my smile
If I can have only you
With you here by my side
There's meaning to my smile
I have a place to cry
Reason to be alive
Without you in my life
I would have no life at all

Just having no one but you
With you there by my side
It meant that I could smile
Just having no one but you
With you there by my side
It meant that I could smile
I had a place to cry
Reason to be alive
Without you in my life
I would not be here today
xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Lets Point To Each Other~

2009-07-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

Another Normal day for me of course,
Wake up, bath ~~~

Walk to the Bus-stop to ride Bus No.9~
Saw Arfah say hi than bla bla bla lah
Than right Bus no.9 reach already.
Went inside saw Khalisah & Syazwani :X
Talk to them la of course. But I only give them my expression :X
So erm, alight ride Bus No.2 =/

Reach school =o
Put my bag and my things at downstair classrooms first :)
Than, Ridzwan & Izzat reach here la.
Than I told them to follow me to Mr Ang to carry something & get some new timetables :O
So we walk at the foyer there (BLOCK G) than saw my seniors ;p

Than reach staffroom.
Both of them wait outside.
And for me, I slack inside the staffroom
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Than print out the timetable =o

Reach the class =o
Ms Michelle was there first busy preparing the F&N lesson =o
I wish i'm in her group :/
Too bad Mdm Warda choose me to be her group...

Anyway,
Escort my groups to the Needlework room o.O
Mdm Warda was alone in the needlework room. GOSH! Didnt she know that the room is haunted? They even have a Broken Toilet Bowl =o

WOWO~!
The 3 Hooligums. Alfiez, Guo Hong & Jia Qing.
This is what Mdm Warda scream to them

"LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE, HOOLIGUMS? LEARN YOUR LESSON?"

Because right, they pretend that they nvr bring their books. So Mdm Warda send them to the general office personally LOL! #!$)&@!%()@!&$)@! =x

So erm.
We learn about "Food for minutes" such as Processed. We seperate it to be like this.

Ready To-Eat
Ready To-Cook

Than bla bla bla lah
Btw... I using Express / NA book LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Mdm Warda never realised it HAHA!
But I check both book are the same wat -.-
But the pictures is not the same of course la.

Haiz,
After F&N is recess =o
Tease Qayyum that "Is that how you treat Shafiqah (Girlfriend) that way? LOOOOOOOOOL!"
Because right he go pull her hair LOL!
Than Shafiqah use her bag to hit Qayyum LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

So Malay already =/
Dammnnn Freaking Boring of course :(
Mdm Zuariah.. I prefer Mdm Nurul or Miss Liyana to teach us T~T
Today do test AGAIN. WTF??
Than ART lol!
2 teachers teaching us.
After Miss Lina left the class =o
Miss Rafidah allow us to play handphone and eat potato chips LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Because we all shut our big freaking mouth =X
Errrrrrrrrrrrr...

Math Lesson.
Dam freaking strict lesson.

"IF YOU NEVER BRING YOUR MATH TEXTBOOK OR MATH WORKBOOK, I WILL GIVE YOU THE YELLOW FORM AND STRAIGHT TO MR NEO OFFICE!!"

LOL!
ALOT people kena send to the office LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Of course I bring my books what.
Councillor must be an example of a good student of course LOL!

So errrrrrrrrrrrr....
School ended 2.00
Got Council Meeting at 2.30 =/
So I talk to Uncle Aziz :)
Because right Uncle Aziz flirting with Syazwani LOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
He ask me to remind her that. "Syazwani dun eat too much food!! or Else you become FAT"
lol... I dun dare to tell her that if not She gonna throw her newspaper at me LOOOOOOOOL!

Err...
Meeting started lecture again..
Than finally.. the real meeting started =o
COUNCIL INVESTITURES IS AROUND THE CORNER 29 July 2009!!!!!!!!!
So tomorrow we gonna start the rehearsal. Haiz.. go home alone again T~T
I hope Mr Hafiz try to get the training room :(

Went home. Ride Bus 38 at bedok interchange
Reach my home. Make Milo Dinosaur..
Than Bath.
On Laptop
Than play with my cat =o

OH YA I FORGOT!
My friend introduce me how to play facebook games.
The interesting game is "Friends For Sale" LOOOOOOOOOOOL!
My friends anyhow click to buy expensive friend la LOL!
I NEVER REALISED THAT I BUY CECILIA LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

Sad hor :X
I hope shes not mad :X
Ahem.. than I make Ms Rinah be my pet LOL!
Than I put her on work.
Ms Rinah spank Mohd Shafiq Butt LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Alright Need to pack up my bag & Sleep.

Good Nite~

If you fear change,
Then watch from somewhere far away.
I yearn for nothing;
After all, you point the finger at me.
I am as I am.

That which was really precious and important
Was just a little bit;
Other than that,
Things were mostly decorations.

Maybe it was a feeling
Like the armor that
Protected me from everything

If you fear change,
Then watch from somewhere far away.
I yearn for nothing;
After all, you point the finger at me.
I am as I am.

If I could just say something more,
Those strange, important things
Yeilded not a sense of ease,
But a sense of destruction

Make no mistake
That I've finally reached my destination
Finally, it begins

It's not crazy or anything like that.
Don't think it's all that difficult.
Yeah, in short, I want just
What I want.
That's all there is to it.

Even destiny, even fate
I'll make it change
Because I've already seen
Enough things to be scared of

If you fear change,
Then watch from somewhere far away.
I yearn for nothing;
All the same, I am as I am.

It's not crazy or anything like that.
Don't think it's all that difficult.
Yeah, in short, I want just
What I want.
That's all there is to it.
xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Feel The Pain Of The Sorrow~

2009-07-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

"Ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine. And I just wanted to say I love him so much,"

Yesterday, I watch the MJ funeral :) at the Facebook live =o
I felt so strange. Today I never felt tired at all :(

Anyway. I quote this MJ daughter.. sayings :(

Dam touching after hugging my "POP star" Janet Jackson :)
Thats her auntie la! She's the younger sister of MJ lol!

Anyway.
I feel the pain.. And started to understand what it is like to lost somebody who are very close to you :)

So erm.
Today wake up early..
Than ride bus no.9 alight at tanah merah bla bla bla!
Ride bus.no 2 dam fucking's crowded :(

Reach school. Help Mr Ang =o
Than Mr Hafiz talk to me about my class -.-
Than bla bla bla lah LOL!

English..
We watch "Mind Your Language" my favourite show HAHA!
LOL.. The whole class started to learn their language =o
Because is part of English mah! "Mr Blown" LOOOOOOOOOOL!

So..
CME than Malay...
Nothing special happen :(
Than 3 period of CE lol!
Dam exciting lesson with Mr Ang & Ms Michelle =o
Talk about this guy do what bla bla..
Than talk about school values :)

So !!! Science nothing to do much!!
Mr Ng just story us about some ghost stories HAHA!

Alright...
Went home..
Dam Freaking alone -.-
Before I went home..
I buy this Banana Milkshake at "Sweetalk"
Dam tasty than the Ice Blended :)

Can taste the cream xD
SOOOOOOOO!!!!

I call my brother, 2 sister & Father that I'm alone in home lol!
So erm... I planning to visit my grandpa alone in hospital =o But my mum object it because of some evil uncle will talk bad things about something la. sigh!

So erm.. stay at home..
Blasted my music of course xD
Than talk to someone in msn lol.
Hadi. I talk to him.

"What will you do if you are alone in house with 7 sleepings cat?"

He say, "Sleep with them lor"

Than bla bla bla lah lol!

Than about my bandmates Poh Hwee ling :X
lol!

Than mum reach home =o
So open the door than talk & talk lor xD

Hmm... Than play gunbound NOT HABBO!
Miko offline :( so I play with jie jie Nat xD
ahem ahem!
I now blogging so late -.-
I should sleep now =o

Alright good nite

Did I imagine this kind of future?
Did you imagine this kind of future?

Did I wish for this kind of future?
Did you wish for this kind of future?

They ask me
"The beginning or the end?"

Did you give up
Or are you holding on?"

Are you shrugging off
Or in despair?"

You tell me
Just to go forward

Can I accept this kind of era?
Can you accept this kind of era?

They ask me
Do you go with the flow or want to stop it?"

Do you turn a blind eye
Or aren't you even looking?"

Are you fighting
Or raising the white flag?"

It's no time
To play a victim and escape

You see? We and this world have no sign of slowing down
If the acceleration just increase this way ...

Is it because I've become strong
That I can be without tears
Or ... ?
xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Last Farewell To My Grandpa..~

2009-07-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

I'm sure you guys heard it on my msn :(
Is dam freaking Sad for me to explain it..

Anyway.

I been aware that my blog is dead again =o
Because of hospital problem of course :(
At night I keep hugging my dearest cat "Panther"
"Thanks for comforting me" ALTHOUGH she's a cat LOL!

"Everytime I'm about to sleep, Shes will stand like this. And Meow so loud at me LOL!"

I really dunno how to explain you guys :(

ANYWAY!
I gonna story you guys what I did today.

Firstly wake up 5.15 am
Than went school on 6.15 am

Luckily never miss my bus :/
So ride it plus dam fucking's crowded :O
So erm I stand at the Exit door side.
It will be easier for me to alight from the bus.

"Make Life Free & Easy"

So erm.
Reach school.. went downstair classroom of course. Because I carry to many things such as...
Left Hand carry Big freaking's piles of straight time papers and the Right Hand carry my Class leaders things.. Such as Temperature log file? Attendance book? Absentees form??

As usual Mr Ang come back =x
Than he told the whole class that

"My Sons accidentally lost everybody contact numbers. Do SMS me now so that I can save your number again"

After that,
Is Math Lesson =)
OH YEAH! MATH TEACHER IS ON MEDICAL LEAVE LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO RT teacher allowed us to do our own things QUIETLY =)

So of course I sleep in class LOL!
After Math, is SS =o
Ok la the lesson. Is about Singapore Enviroment :O
Than English go true the English test thing bla bla bla

Recess :X
Alot of people notice me I eating vegetarian food today LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
HAHAHA!!

Home Economic,
Not bad :X Mdm Warda dam boring. I prefer my co-form teacher Ms Michelle teach us =o
We learn about Minutes Food..
All kinds of food la :X
Mohd Shafiq mouth drop so many saliva on his table LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

Than SS lesson..
Dam chaotic T~T
Our class disrupt Ms Foo lesson.
Than she give up on us..
She pack up her things and leave the classroom ='/

So we still have 25 minutes of SS lesson.
But she run away haiz!
So I scream/scold at the class la.
As usual of course.
When I scolding they argue back to me :(

Sad liao...
After SS is Science dam freakin fantastic lesson AHAHAHAHAH!!!
After Science period Mr Ng story us ghost story la lol!

Than MUSIC lesson..
Watch disney channel music land =o
The violin thing :)
Than after that Eudora gave us sweet woooooooooooooooooo!!!!
We are so lucky that Eudora teach us Music.

So err...
After school talk to the cleaners about something :)
Fascinating story of course ahahahah!
Than go home...

Reach home :/
Sleep of course... dam freaking stress up about some things.
Well

Good Nite~

You're giving me too many things
Lately, you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,

"Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?"
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"

When you walk away
You don't hear me say
Please oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

When you walk away
You don't hear me say
Please oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

The daily things
That keep us all busy
Are confusing me
That's when you came to me and said,

"Wish I could prove I love you
But does that mean I have to walk on water?"
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when I say so
And maybe some things are that simple

When you walk away
You don't hear me say
Please oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

When you walk away
You don't hear me say
Please oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Lets Keep On Tryin'! C'mon~

2009-07-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

Lets Keep on tryin' of course :)
Sorry that i never update my blog for 2 days =P

Anyway, I lazy to talk about last 2 days =o
So gonna talk about today =)

Today. Wake up, ride bus no.9 than stop at tanah merah to ride bus no.2/24
So Bus no.2 arrive first so I ride it of course =)

So reach school =o
Than 7.45 Mr Ang call me because hes on medical leave.
So Ms Michelle will take over =x (LUCKY NOT ME!!!!)
So everyone keep quiet =)
The New Co-form teacher ROCKS ~!!!

Err....
Than first period English =x
I pass my Cloze Passage Test :)
Than Mr Tiah explain bla bla bla~

CPA!
WOW!!! The New teacher will be teaching us starting from today =o
Mrs Tang =x
Hey powerpoint skills dam freakin' good !!!!!!!!
But. Shes use vista :)
I also use vista too but I still not farmiliar with the Microsoft set =o
Maybe she teach us how to use vista Next year lol?
Or am I dreaming xD

So our activity for today is "Disneyland Hong Kong"
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ dam boring when started to draw up the Planning & Associations things =o
Than after that, type all the words in =/
Next lesson we will edit the animation and bbla bla to the powerpoint of course =o

Now Recess of course =o
Is embarrasing =_=
I wore my Jacket during recess time =x
Somemore I never sweat at all.
People call me strange LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL~

Than... is CME lol!
Ms Eudora Tan dam funny xD
ahem ~skip~

Yikes.. Math
Sure bad luck.

By the way just to tell you that.
I got a great Math Tutor.
His Name Is Mr Ang LOL!
I told him that I cant understand What Mdm Ng explaining to us =,=
If we did not understand... She replay the teachy video AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN TILL WE ARE FUCKING UNDERSTAND!!! CB!

So Mr Ang teach me =o
Teach the basic first =o
Than I know the formula bla bla bla la

Ok...
Now school ended =)
Went home. Bath =_=
Than on laptop lol =x
I argue with someone =x
Eheheheh lol!

Than habboing -.-
Because alot people ask me to habbo.
Guess who? My classmate =,=
They dunno that I quit habbo =o

Because my gunbound is in my blood of course xD
I know im game addicted. I can control it of course -.-

Anyway..
This Monday is a school holiday YES!
SWIMMING CANCEL!!
I DAM FUCKING TERRIFIC HAPPY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Ahem Ahem =x

Tomorrow..
Grandfather gonna move in my house =o
Because of some evil uncles -.-
Haiz..
I will try my best to take care of him :)
His condition is getting worse.
Now I understand him..
Feel sad about it lor
He cant even walk -.-
He Must stay on bed for whole day.

Hmm..
This few days..
I dam bored -.-
No Band... because of the fucking H1N1
It even cancel the concert -.-
Niama. I practice my dance step at home for nothing meh?
Cant they postphone it NOT to cancel it zZz!
Blame it on the H1N1 who come back from country.
Mother fuckers -,-

Aiks..
I need to study my math formulas leh.
If I fail Mr Ang test...
I gonna threat him a drinks LOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
If I pass, ahem ahem ahem ;)
He gonna buy me a drink LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

Alright
Study time. Bye Bye~~!!!

I don't care about anything
I put on a face like I didn't care
But the whole time I was praying
Longing for things I didn’t have
Little and gentle doesn’t satisfy me
So I’ll keep trying

Even if I'm the comedy at 10
Takes away my tiredness from work
I’m starting to hate being alone a little
I think that in itself is significant

But it’s started to annoy me more than last year!
I want a prize
That only the challenger can take

I don't care about anything
Even though the morning came a little late
I’ll do my best!
I'm constantly hoping
It’s not stupid
So I’ll keep trying

The truth is, I'm hungrier than anyone
Even if I hide this confusion
Every morning when I see my weak face reflected in the mirror
I want to smash it

A wish on a moonlit night is a beautiful thing
But I’ve made it my target, and I've dived into the mud
Lady, let's go

I don't care about anything
If we’re being honest here, I struggled
As I struck a cool pose
Your life is precious
So take care of it
Take a break for a bit

I don't care about anything
I put on a face like I didn't care
But the whole time I was praying
Longing for things I didn’t have
Little and gentle doesn’t satisfy me
So I’ll keep trying

Splish splash
The world’s ups and downs are intense
But you, only you
Your values don’t change

Love will always, always be unrequited
You can’t put a price on passion, passion
Father, keep trying, trying
Mother, keep trying, trying
Brother, conductor, bride, keep trying, trying
xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Taking Back My Words Back~

2009-06-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

=/
Anyway.
Wake up 4.00 Than sleep till 5.30 in the morning =/
eat breakfast bla bla go bath =o

Finally, reach the bus-stop =o
So ride Bus No.9 than alight at Tanah Merah Station Bus-Stop.
Than ride Bus No.2 =o Less people during the early bird of morning =o
So reach school!
Dam Fucking early of course !#(%$U!_$(@!I)$
I'm alone in the classroom =o
So listen music LA!

Than Mr Ang call me. He's on medical leave.
Guess? "Go to staffroom take temperature file ans the task for the class"
After that, scream at my class to sit down and coorporate with me till they shut their craps.
So. I told them, to take out their thermometer. =_=
The chinese boys take out their thermometer when i threaten them to Mr Hafiz =x
(But I really told Mr Hafiz about it LOL!) Somemore they play lighter zzz!!
Bringing that is a very serious offence =/

Anyway,
Today Both teacher not around.
I do not know who is Ms Michelle Goong the new Co-form teacher LOL!
So I got stress in the morning do too many work =,=
No RT leh ... Sob Sob =/

So shouted at them to put the thermometer in their mouth.. and so do I of course =x
While they were busy doing that...
I write something on the whiteboard.

TEMPERATURE TAKING EXERCISE
7.45 a.m - 8.00 a.m

Above 37.6

-Stand infront of the class to retake again.
-Get the mask from me.
-Still the same, Report at the sickbay. (Bring your bag's along too)

Than bla bla...
As usual no people fall sick of course =x
Alright finally finish.
So I record their temperature =_=
ALONE ALONE ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Than so called RED period lol!
I allow them use handphones ^^ in class when no teacher around =x
I also use what LOL!

till 8.30 a.m only because 1st period is our Math
Mdm Ng.

I take back my words =x

Mdm Ng showed us the Math Teachy Video =,=
If we does not understand about this new chapter,
She will replay it again & again & again & again!!!! @.@
I prefer Mr Ng by doing practical than watching math teachy videos LOL!
AND HER SPEAKER LOL!
My sitting arrangement is at the Front row.
Her speaker... Is beside my ears..

OUCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Ears =x for 1 hour i hear her loud voice in speaker =/

Anyway..
After Math is Social Studies =)
My favourite return and teach us back ^^
LOL! Lucky she never forget me. Because Ms Foo added my msn :P
We chit chat about lifes in school lol!
Bla Bla Bla~
Introduce ourselves.
We got 2 period of SS period today.
1 is before recess..
And the other is after recess =x

Than after SS is English.
Mr Tiah. 1 period lol!
Suddenly he became so fierce =x
So he discuss his expectation during lesson time.
Rules of course -.-
And he even told us why he teaching us.
Because Mdm Azlina is on holiday for 1 week =x

Than recess.
Divided my $5 =_=
anyway eat Fried noodle =o
Of course.
Sit with Shameel gang's =x

Eat Eat. Talk Talk. Laught Laught. Cought Cought.

HeHe..
Than went up to class back up =o
To my astonishment, Mdm Warda was very early @.@
She even ask my whole class to wash their hand with soap just now =,=
AGAIN!

Anyway,
Mdm Warda was very kind towards me.
I felt like so strange...
Last 2 months i think,
She scolded me for no taking care of class -.-

But now..
She so kind towards the 2T1.
Because, Last year she taught the other half of the class. Her comment "Is well behaved and interested to learn"

Anyway im not in her group last year =x
Im in Mrs Lee GROUP!!!
I TELL YOU.................
SHE DAM GOOD ^^,
SHE EVEN WHACK people for those who never pay attention.
I LIKE IT LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
That boy deserve it =x

Today.
Ms Michelle Goong never come because that she travel to affected countries about H1N1 thing.
So This Thursday she may come back I think?? I wish Ms Rinah teach us English & Home Economic. Without her. There's no fun of Interesting jokes :) about her motor bike lol.

Erm..
After Home Econ is SS again lol!
This time we do quiz about Singapore History :]
Than bla bla bla~

After that is Science lol!
Mr Ng promise us something.
If we pay attention and finish his lesson very early.
We got time to listen ghost stories LOL!
Guess today ghost stories about what?
"Spirit Game"
LOL!
Go find it yourself =P

Aiks.
Our music teacher..
Ms Eudora Tan =x
She live in Seragoon lol =x
Anyway she gonna be our CME teacher too ^^
Today she dam funny.
Throw the chair at Hisham LOL!

Than I conduct class meeting with the leaders. To do a little survey how I gonna conduct my RED period :P So this Semester 2. The theme of RED is Sharing moment & Discipline :)
So tomorrow gonna introduce them to this =o of course. Im just doing my job as a class leader of 2T1. If not I get scolded by Mr Ang -.- Every technical must have this RED period =o Decided by the class leader =/ is Like the whole class meeting lor :P

Than talk talk with the cleaner bout something :)

Than went bedok interchange =o
Buy Chicken Essence dunno wat la =p

Than went to East point =O
Buy bubble tea. Because I felt so stress & bad mood bout something =/
So I pick Oral Shave Ice Blended =S

Than went home =o
BATH ...
On laptop =o
Help mum & dad build the Water fountain zzz! alot screaming =x
Play laptop=x
Play laptop zzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!

I still have not have any dinner =_=
My mum cooking now.. dam hungry zzzzzzzzz!!!

Well...
Bye Bye...
I need to wait for the dinner to be ready!
HAIZ!!!!

My baby, there's something you should know
About me, before you propose
Although we have known each other for quite a while

Whenever you need me
I'm gonna try to make it through to you
But I'm not always ready to
When you are not watching
I prepare myself for you
But I worry that I might have been misunderstood

I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you
I can be lazy but I'll try not to
Maybe I'm not a very honest person
Right now you're sure that you love me
But are you really sure that you know all about me
Up and down and down down down down we go

My baby, a lot could happen before tomorrow
Think about the pain before you take another dose
Who knows if it could be good for you after all

Whatever you give me
I'm gonna try to give you something new
Not something you've already chewed
When you are not watching
I prepare myself for you
Because this could be good

What's buggin' you
I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you
I can be crazy when I don't want to
Maybe I'm not a very honest person
What if I don't want a baby yet
Is it okay if I'm not cute and naÂ¯ve
Up and down and down down down down we go

This could be good
So I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you
You can be shady... Whatcha goin' through?
Maybe you're not a very honest person
You say you're sure that you love me
How could that be when you keep so much from me
Turn the tables 'round, "round and 'round we go

Right now you're sure that you love me
But are you really ready to know more about me
Up and down and down, 'round and 'round and 'round
Where do we go

xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Started New Chapter Of Life Today~

2009-06-29T20:50:00.000+08:00

Today just started new chapter of life =o
So today, wake up 5.30+ than eat breakfast -> bath -> waiting for dad to return home after sleeping over my grandpa =o

Dad reach =/
Darn it... Miss Bus No.2 =o
So must ride the crowded bus no.2 zzz!!!!
Reach.. school =o

Go general office collect chairman things bla bla !!
(OMG! Im not chairman anymore zzz! Why must I do the Job?????)
So went up classroom... draw up the whole timetable that i memorise :]
Than explain them alot of Subject teacher's change =O
Anyway... My CPA lesson there will be 3 teachers teaching =O
1 is trainee teacher... Miss Cindy? lol!
So gonna coorporate with her =o In the future she's gonna be the speaker =o
So everybody pay attention lol!

Anyway...
Mr Ng in the morning... So I say "Betrayer!!!!!!!!!!! Why no teach us Math :(" LOL! than laught than go =x
Than saw Mr Ang... As usual help him carry things =o
Than go downstair classroom.. too bad our aircon classroom... The nurse is using it. So we use the other class that beside it =O

WOW!!!
That's my best moments that i had never had... =O alot people coorporate with me LOL!
Dam freakin' impress although we are normal stream lol!
Anyway... Our Math teacher dam better than Mr Ng =x
And funny too ^^
So gonna wish good luck to Mdm Ng =O
ooo!!!

Now is recess =o Eat with Regina zzz!! and Shameel Gang's =o
Dam funny lol! I cant even eat while I laught..
Qayyum go Pull Regina hair =x I was dam smacking the table and laught so madly LOL!
Than dunno they vulgarieties =x
Too bad I cant scold vulgarieties :( I can only scold bad words after school =o
Need set good example because im a councillor =O

Anyway.
Lots of teacher return except some :P
Ms Asyikin, Ms Sheena wont be teaching us again =o
Gonna miss them...~
Sigh I prefer Ms Sheena teach us Art & English :)
Too bad she gonna transfer school again =/

Thanks...
Thanks for the gift from Kah Wei :)
He bought it from Hong Kong lol!
So I receive a gift during recess time =o
Than bla bla bla chit chat what he doing at hong kong lol!

LOL!
Today Science period is dam fucking fantastic =o
Because Mr Ng Weilun story us about ghost stories in this school!!
This how its goes =o

Last 2 years, theres this sec 1 orientation camp =o
Than right ALL OF THEM (whole class including teachers) doing night activity at the foyer around the lower sec block =o at night.. (GOT LIGHT!!) than right... while they were doing bla bla bla lame shit =x...
There's nobody loitering at the 3rd & 4th floor of the lower sec block ... so.. guess what they heard =,=
The ghost laughthing voice... Everyone suddenly keep quiet (including the teachers) and the ghost keep laughthing till it stop.. than right everybody went to the canteen in orderly fashion =)
So Mr Ng warn us...
When you go camping... he advised that do not petrol the lower sec block during midnight =o at the 3rd & 4th floor... The computer lab side =/

Dam scary...

And then next..
He story us about our very old school =O
But he say it is just a rumour.. Is it true or not??

Heres the story go..
During the old days at about 1987 .... Our is under construction...
So there this lady who walk past around the construction...
So the workers kidnap her and rape her up =o

And then the worker murder her and buried her under the stage/canteen ground..
for example :)

2----------------------------- (<---- School Hall)
1----------------------------- (<---- Canteen)
---XXX----------------------- (Lady Buried here)

during the old days... There this NPCC group they were camping =O
So they slept over the stage :P
Than right...
They heard this scream and tiptoes =O
But they never wake up because they to afraid to saw some hideous thing =o
Than bla bla bla =,=
I dunno whether this is true or not =o

Anyway...
After Science
We go for a break ^^

Than go swimming =x
I never go swimming LOL!
No swiming over there la...
Learn basic first =_=
Than went home 4.15...
Hong Yong SMS me =o
Say band cancel for 1 week because of the Ministry of Health say so =o
I think because of the Fucking H1N1 ? KNS =x
They should close school down =x not let CCA step down LOL!

Anyway went home..
Ride Bus No.9 =o
Than play with my big cat ^^

Hmmm...
I wish tomorrow morning will rain so heavily ^^
I really do :P
Well Nite.. need sleep early. So cannot blog till so late until 12 midnight lol!

Bye bye...

Just realised!! My Blogger language is broken today.. Maybe Im too excited to blog. SORRY!!
I wont repeat my mistake again =/

We travel this road to find happiness.
See? You look good with a smile on your face.

These beautiful, fragile days are reborn, unfaded.

In the season of dazzling burned seas
and in the season of dancing snowflakes

whenever I turned around, you were there.

We travel this road to find happiness.
Everyone is a traveler, carrying his own never-healing wounds.
See? You look good with a smile on your face.

How many times have I gotten lost?
Every time, the one who extended his

warm helping hand was you.

At the end of this long path, what will we think?
Everyone is a traveler, wandering about in search of love.
Let's go together until we tire of it.

~Farewell.. June Holidays..~

2009-06-28T17:31:00.000+08:00

Gonna end my June Holiday 09' here :(

"Bye June!!! Gonna Miss you!!!!"

Tomorrow gonna start the new chapter of life lol!
The theme, "Get Used Of H1N1 Around You" LOL!!!
I know is lame =x
But it is true.. That's what stated on the newspaper

Finally..
Grace has posted the Council Camp 09’
On the website =O
LOL!!!! Got 4 glam picture of me…
ZZZZZ!!!!
I dun wanna show you =x

Clue : Is already in the Council Blog ~

Anyway…
Today worse family matter,
Dam it… Grandpa gonna move in my house…
I hate it =.=
I really hope he never move in my house!!!

So…
Today I had nothing better to do =O
Stay at home =/
So just now morning, go msn remind a lot of people J
So I done my job !!!

Next,
I watch music video & live performance at youtube & imeem !!!!
LOL! So I watch a lot of video ^^

Namie Amuro,
Utada Hikaru,
Ayumi Hamasaki,

Wow!! The best presentable tour is Ayumi Hamasaki!!
I love it how she perform during her days on tour lol!!
If you watch the tour… You may understand what I talking about =O

The best of all… The dancing queen lol! Namie Amuro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Her dam so fucking interesting and dam Hip pop !!!
Including the Top Secret from Play tour 2007…
And Violet Sauce from Live Style tour 2005 Opening

And of course… The best singer J even shes not dancing and not presentable =o
Utada Hikaru…
But her music video is dam good :)
Just like her video from….
You Make Me Want To Be A Man – Utada Hikaru..

She suppose to look like an android!!
LOL now she become a robot in that video =p

Hmmm…
My Hair is growing back… and I love it :P
Lol… today a lot people sms me tomorrow need bring what…?
So no choice need to post it at class blog =o
Haiz.. really dam lazy =o

Anyway tomorrow…
Gonna come to school very early starting by tomorrow =o
Of course ride bus.
If ride MRT I sure kena scold by mum LOL!
Because I top up my ez-link card with Bus Stamp..
Not MRT Stamp LOL!

Sigh~
I really wish swimming lesson is cancel tomorrow =o
Oh well

Bye bye~

la la la...
I hear a gentle voice from somewhere
Which might have always been heard
The warmth found just near to me

I was forgiven by forgiving many things
Including my childhood so long ago
I was healed, though I intended to heal
I've just noticed, in the way
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

You come down quietly from somewhere
And always tell me
Of the happiness just near to me

Supporting and being supported
I draw close to you little by little
Protecting and being protected
I get convinced
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

If you have a pain hard to get over
Shall we share it and walk on?
Gathering pleasure too big for each of us
Shall we share them and walk on?

la la la...
No rain, can't get the rainbow

xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Our Friendship's End Here In Gunbound~

2009-06-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

Today just went for band :)
The Last Practice for the National Anthem & School Song!
So I have 3 days to memorise =O
Hope i memorise it very well including the fingering =O

Alright,
Today I never play the Tuba. (Come early for nothing LOL!)
Ahem...
So help out carry instrument's / File Stand to the hall =o
The worse part is the drums i think? =o Dam scary carry it at the staircase =_=
I merely cut my arm LOL!

Darn it..
I never realised that I got a scar on my face =o
Of course, When I Sleeping...
My cat always sleep above my head!!!
She will only sleep above my head during night =_=
"Panther" scratch my face -.-

Anyway,
Went to the hall. Do some rehearsal for the concert :)
Of course we Juniors need to dance ~.~
Face to face to the audiences I think?
Too bad, My Parent's wont be attending the concert :(
Sob sob than I'm all alone!!!! Yikes...
Sigh~

So...
Dam fun lol!
But.. When we dancing along on the 1-4 x i think??
We were dancing so horrible... so sloppy after watching the video that Mr Samad show us.
So we improved :)

Alright than bla bla !!!!
By the way, I gonna wear a Doraemon Ears LOL!
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So after rehearsal about couple of hours... Go back to band room..
Luckily, I only carry stands =x
xD

Than in the Band room...
Mr Samad Explain or Elaborate ??
So I pay attention?
But sometime it was serious and dam freakin' funny =x
I was about to laught heheheheh!!!
So keep the tuba than went straight to the Bedok Interchange =_=
Go "Merayap" waste time over there :X
Than went home =o
Ride Bus No.9
Because I'm lazy/tired to walk back to take Bus No.38 =,=

Than reach home...
Bath...
Than Eat Lunch/Dinner...
Watch TV
And of course, on laptop @.@

Alright..
Back to the point =_=
"Our Friendship's Just Ended Here In Gunbound At 5.45 pm"
Mum Lin..
I'm a betrayer to her.. =x
So me and miko argue with her about guild problem -.-
This is what i say to her in MSN...

"Is that how you treat your friends? We treat you very nice last year till now"
"But then.. you treat us bad. Don't you feel guilty feeling?"

Of course I dun wanna tell you what she reply.
So I delete her in gunbound.
Shes not gonna be my mum in gunbound anymore.
Bunch of bitches.
Anyway,
This my first time encountered this =/
So I dun want to see this happening in my class =.=

Darn it!!!!
1 more holiday than school reopen...
I WAS LIKE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO FAST... FUCK LA !!!
I really wish Monday Swimming Lesson is cancel =,=
I rather study indoor's than outdoor's activity..
What the fuck...
I wish we have another 2 more weeks school holidays due to H1N1 =x
Am I Cursing Singapore? LOL!

Anyway...
I just made new friends in band lol!
You know who you are =)
Too bad i cant attend the camp =x
Yes,
Today see video of Namie Amuro =P
Watch her Music Video
Sexy Girl - Namie Amuro
Her dance dam good ^^
LOL? what im talking about -.- i got no words to say already liao.. because of school reopen =.=
Back to the busy crammed of work to do =)
And gonna attend band =O
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......................
WELL?
See you in Gunbound? LOL! Am I trying to promote gunbound? lol!
Welllllllllll....

Bye bye,

I want to go to that place.
I've prepared for my journey;
all that's left is to start running.

The closer I get, the more
I seem to understand,
but I still pretend not to see.

But I've come to the point
where I can't turn back,
and that's where I hesitate.

Even stopping
scares me. Fragile and
crying, you said to me:

Being sad is the same as giving up.

In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I was only lamenting reality.

Trying to give a shape to
happiness is the same as
saying there's no reason behind love.

Yes, I've been thinking too hard,
in my head. I've been searching
for answers I don't expect to find.

I'm tired of those days of meaningless fun.

While chasing and being chased,
I've lost sight of my home.
So as not to be hurt any more,
I closed my eyes and turned away.

In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I only lamented reality.

No matter what this place is like,
no matter where I go next,
I'll share my freedom and loneliness.
I think I can make it as I am now.
xXrUhAzZiQXx

~Gratz Outings For Lunch/Dinner~

2009-06-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

This the best outings that i had never had before :)
Do you know that i had never have outings with friends?
Anyway, Today I just had family outings with Mum & Sister only =x
So we ride bus of course geez~

So...
Wake up 10.00 in the morning. Because I slept late right after blogging LOL! yesterday =o
Finally went out =x
We go ride Bus no.9 alight at tanah merah...'
Than ride Bus No.24 to Geylang =O
Than at Geylang ride Bus no.51 to go to Central Square ehehehe~~
Than bla bla bla they buy "girl things" of course. So wait our with Grumble looks =x

Finally, we went out for Lunch/Dinner :)
Eat Yoshinoya ^^

Yummy..
I ate the student special =x Too bad my mum is not a student. LOL!
Student special got Free Donut Ice Cream YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!
So I pick Teriyaki Chicken Rice & Potato Dishes set =O
Wowo... I just realised that the Sprite Drinks have 6 lychess in a cup LOL!
Dam tasty. Do you know that?

Anyway... dam full :)
So went home. LOL!
Ride Bus No.12 -.- dam freakin' slow
The Bus Loop there and that bla bla bla
I regreted not taking Bus No.2 =(
So i merely fall asleep in bus no.12 =,=

=/
Than alight at Singapore Expo than ride Bus no.38 X]
Not so crowded =) tee he he he

Reach my house...
Go Bath =x Than on laptop LOL~~
Than MSN chat with Mateen that..

I say : OMG? You are fan of Michael Jackson?
He say : No, but hes a legend King Hip Hop
I say : Wateva~

I bet everyone heard the news of course that Michael Jackson suffer from
cardiac arrest and couldn't be revived I think so =O
Than right... I craving of watching video of Namie Amuro Live performence LOL! So I go Youtube lol~ Than I came this about
"Remembering Michael Jackson Tribute Of The Legend Of King Hip Hop"

Playlist.com also have this king of tribute too about Michael Jackson eeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Anyway I ignore them =x
Hmmmmm...
Yesterday...
MTV asia played all my J-pop Singer Song (They sang english !!!)

That Ain't Cool - Koda Kumi Feat Fergie
I don't know - Mika Nakashima
Come Back To Me - Utada Hikaru
You Make Me Want To Be A Man - Utada Hikaru

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL~
Of course i watch them ^^
They are the Popular Music Video of course :)

Yikes...
Today I see the New Class Timetable...
I WAS SO DAM FREKIN SHOCK !!!!!!!!!!

ALOT TEACHERS CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!
INCLUDING MATH TEACHER LOL!
This time Is My Music Teacher teach Math =O
Mdm Ng

AND MY CO-FORM TEACHER CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To very new teacher =O who gonna teach us Home Economic =/

Sigh!
AND MY FAVOURITE TEACH MY CLASS SOCIAL STUDIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ms Foo Wui Ern ^^
I bet she gonna be permanent teacher in school :)
Last year.. She teach my class English ^^ with music LOL!
Now she gonna teach us Social Studies ehehehe~~

Anyway,
I really wish that Swimming lesson will be cancel due to H1N1 =x
I WISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE
Alright,
Today dinner I gonna eat leftover food.
So I pick korea food ^^ Jjamyien (Noodle with Balck Sauce)
Eheheheheh of course little mah =x
Tomorrow got band:)
Gonna wear my council T-shirt again LOL!

Tomorrow...
Dam it... Today my leg still painful.. I cant take it =,=
I really hope i never overwork myself too hard =o
Tomorrow go jogging =x plus got band lol!
I hope I pass my test :)
Gonna come school early because band start at 8.00 !!
So gonna follow my dad :)

Alright need to sleep =O
Good Night,

Bye Bye~~~

If you pretend to be nice
Please do so in some other places
What would you know
About that ?

Your knowing talk
Gives me a headache
Until when are you going to
Continue acting ?

You can't tell a lieBehind your eyes
Your pitying glance
Makes me nauseous

Swear at me, instead
So that I can't even cry
Don't accept me
Your hands are cold
Enough time
Has passed

It's time you understand
Isn't it ?
Your fake smile
Is the hardest to me

Be cold to me, instead
So that I can't even stand up
Don't be tender to me
Please leave me alone

xXrUhAzZiQXx~

~Exciting/Funniest Day As Usual~

2009-06-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

=)
Today is another happy & enjoyable day xD
I wear my council T-shirt for 2nd time ^^
Dam cooling :)
I wondering. This Saturday, what should i wear =O
Council T-shirt or Class T-shirt LOL!
My house got samny School CCA T-shirt =x
Too bad cant wear TPSJAB shirt LOL! I'm the betrayer to them of course :X

Anyway,
Today, wake up 6.47 in the morning. Bath 1 hour LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL~~~
Wondering why bath for 1 hour?
LOL ~~~
So... open my closet wear council t-shirt ^^
Get ready ~

Alright,
Leave house,
On my music while walking than saw my dearly cat :P
Of course sayang him a little bit than say bye bye xD
Sigh~ This the tiring part -.- I merely miss the bus if i never run with my full power =x
Niama bus zzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

Than listen song,
Dam it.... now is 8.30 -.- I was like WTF lah =,= so i drop at before Bedok Interchange Bus-stop to ride any bus to my school. It will be easier. IF IM LATE LOL! So ride bus no.28 =x Dam Freakin' crowded =o
So stand lor. Just another Bus-stop to go than reach school X]
Than right, I saw Cecilia & Khadijah at the traffic light when i in the bus LOL! I bet they never saw me :)

When I alight, I walk behind them without stepping their attention ehehheheh!!!!
Than we walking along the HOD offices, Khadijah saw me LOL! Than walking towards the canteen. Cecilia saw me =x Than talk talk bla bla bla at staircase.
Luckily i never late =,=
I had never been late in school before =o
I hope i never broken my own history of latecoming =O

So,
Saw Sir Hong Yong =x or Hoi Yong LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!
How did it happen? Heres the full story about Hoi Yong =x
Firstly put my bag first =o Than Sir Hong Yong tell me that i receive his sms? Than i show him =x Than right he say to me. Why is my Name "Hoi Yong??" than i was like LOL! My brain said "I dunno how to spell at first when i join the Band LOOOOOOOL" but I lazy change it =o
I never play my handphone in my house/room =o
anyway, carry my tuba =_= dam heavy although mine is the small tuba =,=

Anyway,
Reach my sitting place.
Than, practice my Basic skills & trying to memorise the National Anthem & School Song.
I better spend memorising than playing ? or is it the other way around @.@
~~
Alright, than all the juniors kena call out to the Band store room. Guess?
Of course dance practice X]
Luckily, I already perfect my doraemon dance :)
So now left with the Spanish Song??(El Co..????) LOL!
so dance dance, btw. Sir Nicholas is the 1 who think for my dance group an idea =x I dunno what to think. =x I only think fighthing action and robot dance LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL???????

Than we perform infront of our senior lol =x (I realised that i never sweat??? thats strange lol)
Doraemon we know =)
But the spanish song dunno wat title =x I out of control of Phase 6 =O
So anyway,

we practice some songs bla bla bla....
Sec 1/Juniors you are dismissed.
So I go bedok interchange :/ no time eat my lunch in school =o
Dun wan let anybody see me eating in school. Wonder why today so many people =O
Ahem. Go ride Bus to bedok interchange. Lazy walk over there =o My leg dam painful after holding the tuba. I wonder why again?

Haiz...
Buy the wrong things... niama.... anyway, ride 38 =O merely fall asleep =x
Than reach my simei. Alight and walk toward my house =O
Reach.. Go Bath... Share my Hot Dog with my sisters... Than on laptop ehehehe!!!
Eat dinner... On back my laptop lol!

Hmmm..
H1N1 is getting serious. Ágree? I hope the swimming class is cancel !!! I really wish the swimming class is cancel =o I prefer studying than Physical Education =x

School Reopen,
Sigh~ New teachers awaits =,=
I really wan Ms Rinah teach us English -.-
She teach me with new words =O

Thats why i score A1 in my English Haiz!!!
New Co-form teacher if Mdm Nurul never return.
Cant wait to see her baby? LOL

New Social Studies & Civic Moral Education teacher I think??
I really like Ms Yvonne Ong teaching style :) she use the touch of Microsoft Powerpoint slides. And show the history of singapore during SS.
Than CME let us watch movie LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

I hope my council duty will never be Pledge Duty / Announcement Duty -.- I so dam nervous this year. Wondering why??

Last year I did that but not nervous =p
Haiz... Changes alot this year. Including my voice =o
Hope my 2T1 student behave well :) never disrupt the class =O
Ok... Geez...

I need some sleep.
Good Nite'z

Put your hands up together!!
keep your heads up together!!
let me sing forever!!

Lately, you may not be able to find your rhythm, somehow
You may feel you are uncool

You may be pressing the wrong buttons
One after another

But not because so
And not with resignation
Please don't sacrifice joy
For sadness

However uncool you may be today
And even if you may feel down
And regret with this and that
The sun also rises

Or more like
I'll accept you like this and like that
In other words, I like you in any time

You may wonder, "Is this an adult?
Is this what I often imagined in my childhood?"

You are spending the days
Far away from your ideal and expectation, aren't you?

But not because so
And not with resignation
Please never forget
That life is only once

If you say you are happy
And give me a smile tomorrow
I feel like somehow
That everything goes well

Say it's all right and nod your head
No problem even if you have no basis
That's really our courage